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turbo GreatSphynx:
oh i got some new plugins too
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subscriber moonshaped: I should put headphones on
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vip
subscriber moonshaped: Ooh, very good and spooky noise
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subscriber
premium Palantirii: i like the way this sound tickles my brain stem
[0:06:06] desert_gryphon: "Hello space fans. Welcome to another journey on this Sunday evening. I'm your host, Steven Hill and on this program we have deep soothing electronic sounds from the GreatSphynx on tyheir debout album"
[0:07:12] desert_gryphon: Hearts of Space I would listen too on Sunday evenings in the mid to late 90's
[0:07:39] desert_gryphon: introduced me to synths and electronic music.
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vip
subscriber moonshaped: Oh yeah I've heard of that
[0:08:08]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: They parodied it on MST3K years ago
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subscriber CrunchyMarrow:
:D o/
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broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: nani time
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vip
subscriber moonshaped:
PogBrien
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broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: lemme just double check on my other monitor
:)
[0:12:17]
subscriber Raxxmus:
kitchenRat NANI??
[0:13:08]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: i need to access the controls
[0:13:24]
subscriber Raxxmus:
LUL
[0:13:28] desert_gryphon: excuse me
[0:13:39]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: lol that plugin
[0:13:51]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: nani
suluNice
[0:15:11]
subscriber Raxxmus: nice soundscape but it could use more hentai
[0:16:52]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: that is some grimy nani
[0:17:54]
subscriber
bits-leader LLugnuto779: since when do i have the amogus emote
[0:18:01]
subscriber
bits-leader LLugnuto779:
2020Shhh
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subscriber
premium Palantirii:
2020Shhh
[0:18:34]
subscriber Raxxmus:
2020Suspicious
[0:19:20]
subscriber dunsparce234: Big brrr noise
[0:20:18]
premium VelSparko:
2020Shhh
[0:21:25]
subscriber dunsparce234:
WeirdDoc i feel like the apocalypse is here
[0:21:33]
subscriber
bits-leader LLugnuto779: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tI-hAYX1d8
[0:22:30]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: cool synth music to explore chernobyl to
[0:25:32]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: so my idea is to make like 4 like ambiences and then generatively play all 4
[0:25:49]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: so im gonna do like 4 basses, 4 textures, 4 or more melodic things
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broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: so we will see how that works
[0:28:59] keener: blade runner me up daddy
[0:29:10]
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subscriber moonshaped:
WeirdDoc
[0:29:52]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: damn that bass is cool
[0:30:17]
subscriber
bits-leader LLugnuto779:
:( https://Mega-turbo.succ.world/i/mv6591na.png
[0:30:18]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: lemme see if i can get one more patch out of bioscape
[0:31:57]
subscriber dunsparce234: @keener glad I wasn't the only one who thought so
[0:33:08] keener: im a sucker for ambient soundscapes. love this shit.
[0:43:16]
moderator
subscriber
partner DesertP: good to see you today buddy
[0:43:21]
moderator
subscriber
partner DesertP: you doin ok?
[0:43:28]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: yeah im alright i slept most of the day
[0:43:32]
moderator
subscriber
partner DesertP: alright man
[0:43:49]
moderator
subscriber
partner DesertP: care about you dude.
[0:43:52]
moderator
subscriber
partner DesertP: lmfao
[0:43:57]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging:
sweatFrog
[0:44:00]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging: bwaaa
[0:44:08]
subscriber Raxxmus: cringe
Kappa
[0:45:08] hyperhedgehog2k1:
pogonaPeek
[0:45:12]
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subscriber moonshaped: shape shifter looks cool
[0:45:19]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: shape shifter is really good
[0:45:28]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: although i might try something else here
[0:46:09]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: So many awesome looking plugins, they get so creative with them
[0:49:38]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: sorry trying to tune the delay before i start next part
[0:52:16]
moderator
subscriber
partner DesertP: that rolling wub makes me think of isaac
[0:52:22]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging: is that the nani
[0:52:33]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: yeah thats the nani bass
[0:52:42]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging:
kitchenRat nsfw moide
[0:52:47]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: it has more just going on than the nani but yeah
[0:53:48]
subscriber
premium uforgot:
greats8OTrip
[0:54:34]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging:
OTrip
AH
[0:55:21]
subscriber
premium uforgot:
greats8OTrip such a dumb face... it's perfect
[0:55:53]
subscriber
bits-charity Korokun: I thought that said dorkster at first
[0:58:02]
subscriber
premium Palantirii:
greats8OTrip
[0:58:12]
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subscriber moonshaped: this makes world bosses in GW2 feel a lot more dangerous
[0:58:50]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: broken robot singing
[0:59:46]
moderator
founder
premium bassclefff: bassclefff subscribed at Tier 1. They've subscribed for 31 months! cool
[0:59:51] antsantman3:
PogChamp
[0:59:58]
vip
subscriber moonshaped:
PogBrien
[1:00:35]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging: louter
[1:00:40]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: Oooh that's good
[1:00:54]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: doot
[1:08:57]
subscriber
premium plorf:
vineBunji1
vineBunji2
[1:09:01]
subscriber
premium plorf:
vineBunji3
vineBunji4
[1:09:08]
subscriber
premium Palantirii:
greats8Bunji
[1:09:21]
subscriber
premium uforgot:
greats8Bunji
[1:09:53]
subscriber
premium uforgot: it's like a movie bgm
[1:10:08]
subscriber
bits-leader LLugnuto779:
vineBunji1
greats8Bunji
[1:10:13]
subscriber
bits-leader LLugnuto779:
vineBunji3
vineBunji4
[1:10:28]
subscriber
premium plorf:
oh thats cursed
[1:10:31]
subscriber
premium Palantirii:
sweatFrog
[1:10:36]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: wretched bunji
[1:10:40]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx:
greats8Bunji
greats8Bunji
[1:10:42]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx:
vineBunji3
vineBunji4
[1:11:00]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: Aww he's almost a heart
[1:11:02]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: "brother, do you love me?"
[1:11:03]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: "be strong, clarence. be strong for mother."
[1:11:05]
subscriber Raxxmus:
greats8Bunji
greats8Bunji
greats8Bunji
[1:11:09]
subscriber
premium plorf: whats the movie plan tonight btw, trek 4?
[1:11:09]
subscriber Raxxmus:
vineBunji3
vineBunji4
[1:11:14]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: gladiator
[1:11:17]
subscriber
premium plorf: sorry
[1:11:25]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: decapitated bunji
[1:11:37]
subscriber Raxxmus: cerbunji
[1:12:10]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: one tells the truth, one tells lies, and one asks you to pat its belly
[1:12:16]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: choose wisely
[1:14:05]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: ok so this is gonna be my first part
[1:14:13]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: thats 4 instruments thats good
[1:15:13]
subscriber
premium plorf:
suluNice
[1:16:03]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: now for something completely different
[1:16:06]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging:
suluNice
[1:16:29]
subscriber
premium plorf: that sounded kinda like the annihilation music
[1:16:33]
vip
subscriber moonshaped:
suluOhmy
[1:16:45]
subscriber Raxxmus:
suluOhmy
suluNice
[1:17:03]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx:
Thonk
[1:18:02]
subscriber
premium plorf: sphynx i assume your twitch icon is from something but for some reason it makes me think of the first part of gate to the minds eye
[1:18:10]
subscriber
premium plorf: where theres like a big devil guy in the sky
[1:18:52]
subscriber
premium plorf: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KmMGON4pOx4
[1:19:46]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: are we going back to TOS S3 tonight?
[1:19:59]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: its nani time
[1:20:04]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: no gladiator tonight
[1:20:12]
subscriber DarkFlame7755:
oh cool
[1:21:24]
subscriber
premium plorf:
oh gladiator
[1:21:39]
subscriber
premium uforgot: nah knee
[1:21:53]
subscriber
premium plorf: well, i dont have anything better to do i guess
[1:22:02]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: I like the little bit of
suluNice
[1:22:03]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: so thats sorta in tempo i guess
[1:24:22]
subscriber
bits-charity ChaImers:
monkaS
[1:24:25]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging: Her clothes are gonna blast off
[1:24:31]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging:
kitchenRat
[1:24:35]
vip
subscriber moonshaped:
kitchenRat
[1:24:56]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging: NANI?!?
[1:25:21]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging:
suluNice
[1:25:21]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: I wonder what the censor bar says
[1:25:23]
subscriber
premium plorf:
sweatFrog
[1:26:05]
subscriber
premium Palantirii:
greats8OTrip
[1:26:18]
subscriber
bits-charity Korokun: I just noticed the tentacles
[1:26:25]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: ....oh
[1:26:50] raz_mczazz_muhtaz: wtf ok
[1:27:22]
subscriber Raxxmus: what compels someone to make a hentai themed distorter
[1:27:28]
subscriber
premium plorf: it needed a click, so i put in a click
[1:27:39] Potatoidea: What the heck is that VST?
[1:27:40]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging: CatDance
[1:27:40]
subscriber
premium plorf: my name is giovanni giorgio, but everybody calls me giorgio
[1:27:48]
subscriber Raxxmus:
goblinPls
[1:27:55] Potatoidea: Oh
[1:28:10]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: its called Nani
[1:28:14] MagnetismMelodic: howdy fellas
[1:28:22]
subscriber
bits-charity Korokun: JoJo
[1:28:27]
subscriber
premium plorf: hey mag
[1:28:30]
subscriber
premium Xanji_San: oddly perfect music for 7 days to die
[1:28:34] MagnetismMelodic: nice to see my favorite sphynx cinematic universe character nani on stream
[1:28:52]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: Oh does it? Thank you.
[1:29:08] Potatoidea: Not sure who looked at a 303 and went "this needs to be a bad 2007 anime parody" but okay
[1:29:38] MagnetismMelodic: it was albert einstein
[1:29:52]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: this is vcv rack btw
[1:30:01]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: modular emulator type thing
[1:30:01]
moderator
partner Nightbot: @uforgot -> Not on my watch! [stop spamming symbols] [warning]
[1:30:10] Potatoidea: Neat stuff
[1:30:34]
subscriber
premium uforgot: the link had the translation
[1:30:37] Potatoidea: Is that face part of a module?
[1:30:37] MagnetismMelodic:
suluNice
[1:30:56]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: He's extra
suluNice
[1:30:57] Potatoidea:
suluNice
[1:31:04] MagnetismMelodic: he just likes to watch
[1:31:12]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: its a module you can just set to an image or gif lmao
[1:31:19]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: Just there for positive vibes
[1:31:23]
subscriber Raxxmus: you guys should see the trailer for nani https://twitter.com/naniplugin/status/1380268082132709376
[1:31:31]
subscriber
premium uforgot: haha
[1:32:33] MagnetismMelodic: beeg melon anime women
[1:32:41]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: Oh no. Well it's appropriate I guess
[1:32:59] MagnetismMelodic: I have an emote concept
[1:33:08] MagnetismMelodic: https://i.imgur.com/KtIHOlY.gif
[1:33:58]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: why does that look slightly haunted
[1:34:14]
subscriber
premium doublehotdogging: how can it be further enhanced
[1:34:45] Potatoidea:
(ditto)
[1:34:58]
subscriber Raxxmus: damn Chekov got moves
[1:35:13]
subscriber
premium uforgot: my brain be like
(ditto)
[1:35:21] MagnetismMelodic: I mostly just like that scene
[1:35:30] MagnetismMelodic:
suluNice
[1:37:00]
subscriber
premium plorf:
(ditto)
[1:37:44]
vip
subscriber moonshaped:
catJAM
[1:40:40]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: HENLO chat i just finished search for spock
catJAM
[1:40:50] MagnetismMelodic: did you find him
[1:40:50]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: did you find him
[1:40:54]
subscriber Raxxmus: did you fine him
[1:40:54]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: lmfao
[1:40:55]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: lol
[1:41:04] MagnetismMelodic: single brain cell
[1:41:04]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: yes :'33
[1:41:22]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: we're so funny
[1:41:39]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: brap
[1:42:30]
subscriber
premium plorf: ive been trying to think of ways i could make money
[1:42:43]
subscriber
premium plorf: ive been doing deliveries for a neighborhood lady and its the most employed ive ever been
[1:42:56]
subscriber
premium Guardison:
phloxB
[1:42:56]
subscriber
premium plorf: but
idk maybe i should check craigslist for similar stuff
[1:43:14]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: god, i wish i felt stable enough to work
[1:43:29]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: need muni
[1:43:31]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: i feel like this is always gonna go out of sync if i use it looped
[1:43:38]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: lol
[1:43:39]
subscriber
premium plorf: i pretty much never have in my entire life, i got a severa phobia of having a "real" job
[1:43:45]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: but maybe it doesnt matter
[1:43:55]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: whys that @plorf ?
[1:43:57]
subscriber
bits-leader LLugnuto779: when is movie
[1:44:02]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: later
[1:44:07]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: it's gonna be hard to probably make sure anything stays synced when looped but I think it will be fun anyway
[1:44:09]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri:
LUL
[1:44:37]
subscriber
premium plorf:
idk the thought of having to do a resume and be fake and shit is nauseating
[1:44:39]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: Oops I got killed by centaurs typing that
[1:44:52]
subscriber
premium plorf: i think i could handle some odd driving jobs off the book tho
[1:44:56]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: interviewing and that whole self-promotion is the worst thing about getting a job
[1:45:12]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: my brain is being poisoned
[1:45:23]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: I just wanna be like, "Look, I'm not great, but you could do worse, so hire me"
[1:45:53]
subscriber
premium plorf: the whole thing is anathema to me
[1:46:01] MagnetismMelodic: "I can stack boxes for 7 hours or so, take it or leave it"
[1:46:07]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: @SmellyFeetYouHave stop drinking the antifreeze then
[1:46:12]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: are there many like, small restaurants that do deliveries? Maybe they would hire under the table
[1:46:17]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: @plorf im not sure how old you are, but in my experience, thats the worst part lol. the interview and applying and blah. you dont have to be fake per say, depends on what field you are going for
[1:46:17]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: sphynx this is cool scifi synth music we should make a game where you go to space and have to murder God and use this in it
[1:46:22]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: I wanna murder God
[1:46:27]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: but I can't
[1:46:28]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: u already have naarry
[1:46:29]
subscriber
premium plorf: i also just cant imagine having like, a regular schedule
[1:46:30]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: im thinking about how i should sequence this
[1:46:31]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: i seent it
[1:46:32]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: because he is already dead
[1:46:32] MagnetismMelodic: get exploited by a rideshare company
[1:46:36]
subscriber Raxxmus: try harder narry
[1:46:37]
subscriber
premium uforgot: interviewing is knowing how to answer the same 6 questions 50 times
[1:46:39]
subscriber
premium plorf: and having never had a "real" job the longer i go without one the harder it seems
[1:46:40]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: God is dead chat
[1:46:44]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: ok
[1:46:47]
subscriber
bits-leader LLugnuto779: narry what are you talking about
[1:46:47]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: ty
[1:46:52]
subscriber Raxxmus: just kill him again
4Head
[1:46:55]
subscriber
premium plorf: i just want to like work for rich white ladies who pay with cash or venmo
[1:46:57]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/540680880172302338/843669529665601566/why23.png
[1:46:59]
subscriber
premium uforgot: by the 50th time there is no doubt or hesitation on what you would say
[1:47:03]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: lol mood
[1:47:09]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: plorf what about like a seriously part-time job
[1:47:16]
subscriber Raxxmus: christ
[1:47:33]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: can someone remove my brain from my body
[1:47:43]
subscriber
premium plorf: depends on the job i guess, but the less "official" the better
[1:47:44]
subscriber
premium Palantirii: y
[1:47:48]
subscriber Raxxmus: you should join all of these to reach nirvana
[1:47:59]
subscriber
premium plorf: i currently drive for a lady who does like healthy catering for mostly like upper middle class white women
[1:48:00]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: i used to work part time in a bunch of places, burlington and gamestop. it sucks but money is needed in the temporary
[1:48:10] MagnetismMelodic: unofficial, no schedule, easy payment method
[1:48:12] MagnetismMelodic: start an onlyfans
[1:48:21]
subscriber
premium plorf:
sphynxBrain
[1:48:31]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: onlfans is snot easy to keep up with lol
[1:48:31]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: I'm a sysadmin my job is fighting with email servers
[1:48:34]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: *is not
[1:48:56]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: I could basically spend an entire week fucking strangling exchange online
[1:48:59] MagnetismMelodic: yeah it requires a lot of self-advertising in different formss I imagine
[1:49:00]
subscriber
premium plorf: as i get older im feeling more of a need to actually have a trickle of regular income
[1:49:02]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: and get nowhere
[1:49:07]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: it does
[1:49:15]
subscriber
premium uforgot: onlyscams
[1:49:17] MagnetismMelodic: h-how do you know
monkaS
[1:49:19]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: Exchange, boy I don't miss working with that at all
[1:49:26]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: do you want a real answer
LUL
[1:49:42] MagnetismMelodic: i feel like that's as much of one as I need
[1:49:44]
subscriber Raxxmus: I do freelance modelling shit , good pay but I have to interact with furries
[1:49:46]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: lol
[1:49:58]
subscriber Raxxmus: they tip well though
[1:50:06]
subscriber
premium plorf: furries can be chill
[1:50:08]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: follow my onlyfans I post pics of me turning winrm basic authentication on on my hardened laptop so I can authenticate against exchange online since modern auth still sucks
[1:50:13]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: sighhh i need to step my art up
[1:50:27]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: owo
[1:50:42]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: no joke I've had the best public world vrchat experiences in the furry mirror watching worlds over any public
[1:50:45]
subscriber Raxxmus: @SmellyFeetYouHave I'm sure thats someones fetish
[1:50:51]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: they just want to be high and chill and talk
[1:51:24]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: catch me in the furcon area when i decide to set my rift again
[1:51:27]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: granted I did meet furry Jesus last night but that's a rare sighting
[1:51:30]
subscriber
premium LarxieArveri: i forgot what its called
[1:51:35]
vip
subscriber moonshaped: this layer has way different energy, interested to see what it does with the first bit
[1:51:42] MagnetismMelodic: the second yiffing
[1:51:52]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: actually he leads a transhumanism cult
[1:51:57]
broadcaster
turbo GreatSphynx: agh brain no work
[1:51:57]
vip
glitchcon2020 NarryG: and was preaching about it
[1:52:10]
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glitchcon2020 NarryG: he had gigantic controllable angel wings and he said he'd take people under his wing
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premium artemis_dragmire: @SmellyFeetYouHave can confirm this pretty much sums up most furries
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glitchcon2020 NarryG: then he actually fucking did it
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premium LarxieArveri: i miss being a tiny purple galaxy with toe beans
[1:53:06] MagnetismMelodic: like the phone
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glitchcon2020 NarryG: there was also a dance party to Britney spears
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glitchcon2020 NarryG: and we talked about the IDF
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glitchcon2020 NarryG: all in the course of 30 minutes
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premium LarxieArveri: phone?
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glitchcon2020 NarryG: last night was interesting
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premium artemis_dragmire: man, I just found out that there's a vinyl for some new chrono trigger/chrono cross arrangement album by Mitsuda, and I really can't afford to buy shit like that right now on my limited budget
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premium LarxieArveri: damn artemis
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glitchcon2020 NarryG: just steal an mp3 off limewire
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premium LarxieArveri: lol
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premium artemis_dragmire: I can get the tracks, but I kinda want the vinyl
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premium LarxieArveri: one (1) mp3 file
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subscriber moonshaped: Is it a picture disc or anything
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turbo GreatSphynx: doing this the hard way
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glitchcon2020 NarryG: sphynx can I get this song on limewire
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premium Palantirii: a vinyl sounds sick
[1:54:33] MagnetismMelodic: my friend started collecting vinyl over the summer and he still doesn't have any way to play them
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subscriber moonshaped: I haven't had a record player in like 15 years but I still have my cube of vinyl
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subscriber moonshaped: I'll get another one someday
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premium artemis_dragmire: Yea, I'd have to buy a turntable too, lol
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premium artemis_dragmire: But I've been kinda wanting to get into vinyl records
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premium LarxieArveri: i got all of vin's vinyls but i dont have a player for them lol
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premium artemis_dragmire: I could probably get a turntable from my mom, she has a huge vinyl collection and probably has some old ones she's not using
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subscriber moonshaped: I don't even know how you use a record player these days. Do you need a receiver still or I assume they just have one built in?
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premium artemis_dragmire: A lot of modern ones have it built in
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premium artemis_dragmire: Wait what
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subscriber moonshaped: But then you'd need decent speakers
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premium plorf: i just had a gin and tonic and now i just feel more depressed
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premium artemis_dragmire:
The Corridors of time arrangement on this album has LYRICS
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subscriber moonshaped: Mmm gin
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premium plorf: i have a need for weed
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premium plorf:
dataBruh
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premium LarxieArveri: same
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premium LarxieArveri: but i dont know how to talk to the people pn my block lol
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premium LarxieArveri: *on
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premium LarxieArveri:
phloxD
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premium plorf: i can only pray my application doesnt take another 2 months
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premium plorf: for now ive just got cbd oil
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bits-leader LLugnuto779:
vargCBT oil
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premium LarxieArveri: lol
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premium uforgot:
catJAM
[1:59:14] MagnetismMelodic: there's a really millennial looking dispensary being built a few towns over from me
[1:59:35] MagnetismMelodic: it's got a fancy green glass emblem
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premium plorf: dispensary prices are kinda wack ngl
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premium plorf: the whole point of going for medical is to try and get my parents to pay for it tho
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bits-charity Korokun: I don't think I've ever been to an actual dispensary, just gotten stuff from friends and delivery
[2:00:04]
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premium LarxieArveri: sigh, i need the legal process to speed up here in ny
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premium plorf: cause i have a dark web connect
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premium plorf: just dont have disposable income
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: by observing high people, i have concluded that being high sounds like something i would hate
[2:00:51] MagnetismMelodic: getting a dark web contact is easier than getting a normal job
[2:00:57] MagnetismMelodic: i feel that
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premium artemis_dragmire: @LLugnuto779 it's not for everyone
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premium LarxieArveri: lol why Lug?
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premium artemis_dragmire: It helps me turn my brain off
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premium LarxieArveri: and yeah its not for all
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premium artemis_dragmire: which is something I really badly need at times
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i don't want to become stupid
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premium plorf: yeah same artemis
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premium LarxieArveri: lol im already stupid, it just removes my filter
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premium plorf: i really desperately want to just like, dial shit down
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premium Xanji_San: I have smoked weed once, and good lord did I develop a brilliant plan to take over the world
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premium plorf: i wonder if i could swing a xanax rx lol
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premium doublehotdogging:
WeirdDoc
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premium LarxieArveri: hotdogggg
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subscriber Raxxmus: can't smonk because of my asthma but I've vaped some shit at parties and it always makes me feel depressed
[2:02:25]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: Hell yeah drug
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premium Palantirii: i just need my chronic nerve pain to take a hike for a lil while
dataBruh
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premium LarxieArveri: i have chronic asthma as well
[2:02:43]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: I wish cbd helped with my chronic pain
[2:02:45]
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bits-charity Korokun: Yeah that's part of the reason I prefer edibles to vape, asthma
[2:02:53]
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premium LarxieArveri: smoking weed doesnt hurt as much as cigarettes do, and vapes are even easier
[2:03:03]
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premium Palantirii: i can't remember what it feels like to really live pain free
docDis
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premium plorf: i dont like smoke
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premium doublehotdogging: these edibles aint sh
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premium plorf: i gotta do vapor or edibles
[2:03:27]
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premium plorf: those little pens are amzing
[2:03:30]
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premium LarxieArveri: i dont like smoke either but eh
[2:03:41]
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premium LarxieArveri: i do what i get my hands on
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premium artemis_dragmire: I need to try cbd and see if it helps me without the hassle of full on thc stuff
[2:03:46]
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premium LarxieArveri: flower, wax, vape
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premium Palantirii: once i had insanely strong edibles and was watching sphynx mess around with the vcv and i s2g i thought i was going to Melt and Die
[2:03:57]
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i put grape koolaid in an essential oil diffuser once
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premium plorf: the jury's still out on cbd for me
[2:04:04]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: cbd for me sort of dulls it, but it doesn't like remove pain for me
[2:04:06]
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premium plorf: i think it kinda helps, but
idk if its just placebo
[2:04:14] MagnetismMelodic: lugnut that's a terrible idea
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premium LarxieArveri: lol
[2:04:22] MagnetismMelodic: or a great idea if you want to get an entire room sticky
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premium Palantirii: why would you kool-aid your house
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premium artemis_dragmire: @Palantirii lol one of my first time having edibles I had WAY too much and I was a puddle in my chair listening to the ori will of the wisps soundtrack... and I remember being like "This track sounds yellow, what the fuck"
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: it was funny
[2:04:49]
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premium plorf: the first time i saw gate to the minds eye i was high off my ass on my friends couch
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premium plorf: it was a transcendent experience
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subscriber moonshaped: I mean, songs normally sound like colors for me
[2:05:00]
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premium Palantirii: @Palantirii lmfao i think i cried at one point bc i thought i was going to die in my gamer chair
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bits-charity Korokun: My worst was when I was still new to the funny leaf and smoked too much
[2:05:12]
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premium Xanji_San: @artemis_dragmire i read that as "in a puddle" and thought you pissed yourself
[2:05:14]
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bits-charity Korokun: Felt like I was moving ahead of my body
[2:05:19]
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bits-charity Korokun: Or maybe the other way around
[2:05:22]
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premium artemis_dragmire: @Xanji_San Nope, I just felt like I existed as a puddle
[2:05:24]
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premium Palantirii: funny leaf
:)
[2:05:40]
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premium LarxieArveri: funni orregao leaf
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bits-charity Korokun: Also had to struggle hard to keep focused enough to do things
[2:05:53]
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: not getting enough sleep is my favorite drug
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premium artemis_dragmire: @NotNotKoro See this is weird cuz like, when I get high, I get like, HYPER focus
[2:06:04]
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premium plorf: i feel like i can do pretty much anything normally unless im EXTREMELY high
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premium artemis_dragmire: it makes gaming an adventure lol
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bits-charity Korokun: That happens to me lately with edibles
[2:06:14] MagnetismMelodic: 48 hours of restlessness is the equivalent to being drunk mentally
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premium LarxieArveri: i was smacked off my ass once and i had tried taking the train home. awful, i almost passed out on the platform, i was so sleepy lol
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premium plorf: like unless im couchlocked i can drive a car just fine
[2:06:46]
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premium Palantirii: i want ny to speed up the process bc i have to have a bunch of surgeries soon and i don't want opioids lol
[2:07:02]
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premium LarxieArveri: ughh chop chop new york
[2:07:06]
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premium LarxieArveri: i dont got alll day
[2:07:12]
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: pain is your body telling you to stay in bed
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premium Palantirii: c'mon ny gimmie the funny leaf
[2:07:19]
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premium plorf: im getting pissy waiting on the maryland system to catch up
[2:07:27]
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premium LarxieArveri: pain needs to go away
[2:07:33]
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premium plorf: i want the funny oregano
[2:07:33] MagnetismMelodic:
goblinPls
[2:07:34]
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premium LarxieArveri: i cant be in bed all day
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premium artemis_dragmire: I'm very close to just saying fuck it and moving to Colorado, I got friends there anyways and I'm unemployed right now anyways so what the fuck do I have to lose?
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premium artemis_dragmire: And I love Colorado
[2:07:55]
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premium plorf: yeah that sounds nice
[2:08:15]
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premium plorf: i have a friend in colorado who might hook me up with a vape cart soon
[2:08:17] MagnetismMelodic: we have family in colorado and my mom got edibles as a gift
[2:08:17]
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premium LarxieArveri: i can just pop into new jersey if i really need to but that is still mad work lol
[2:08:41]
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premium artemis_dragmire: a nice subburb outside denver sounds sublime. Go up into the mountains on the weekends and just hike on quiet trails... hell yea
[2:09:07]
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premium doublehotdogging: eat some mac and cheese in the mountains
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subscriber moonshaped: Expensive state I guess but it sounds awesome
[2:09:08] MagnetismMelodic: breathing mountain air is its own high
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i have mountain
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premium artemis_dragmire: Yea colorado is expensive at times, not as bad as some places, but worse than others.
[2:09:35]
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premium doublehotdogging: lets get high in the back of the cave set
[2:09:42] MagnetismMelodic:
kitchenRat
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premium plorf: i like where i live
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premium plorf: and im pretty much stuck here anyway since im largely unemployable and live with the folks lol
[2:10:18] MagnetismMelodic: become a minecraft youtuber
[2:10:21]
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premium doublehotdogging: how do you afford $500 miniatures
[2:10:21]
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premium artemis_dragmire: I'm employable but I have never kept a job for longer than 4 years due to all the mental disability shit I deal with
[2:10:38] MagnetismMelodic: there are 16 year olds who make more money than us by roleplaying in minecraft
[2:10:47]
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premium LarxieArveri: @doublehotdogging sounds amazing ngl lmfao
[2:10:47]
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premium plorf: its simple, i just spend literally like 100% of my money on robots and my parents still cover expensses
[2:11:05]
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: pro tip
[2:11:10]
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premium LarxieArveri: my longest job was 2 years
:p
[2:11:16]
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premium LarxieArveri: fuck gamestop lol
[2:11:18]
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: if you don't spend money, you havec more of it
[2:11:19] MagnetismMelodic: plorf that sounds like my future if i don't get off my ass in the next year
[2:11:24]
subscriber Raxxmus: I'm an ugly white boy maybe I can hit it big as a minecraft youtuber too
[2:11:29]
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premium plorf: i have been on my ass for the last 10 years
[2:11:32] MagnetismMelodic: lugnut genius
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premium plorf:
phloxZ
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premium LarxieArveri: ugly is subjective lol
[2:11:51] MagnetismMelodic: at least you're comfy on your ass
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subscriber Raxxmus: Lug you should be a philosopher
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premium plorf: yeah but perpetually understimulated and borderline losing it
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turbo GreatSphynx: im gonna go about an hour longer than start the movie
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premium plorf:
:)
[2:12:24] MagnetismMelodic:
:)
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i'm smart because i don't do weed
[2:12:32]
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premium LarxieArveri: whats on tonight?
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subscriber moonshaped: Enjoying the music a lot Sphynx
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premium plorf: i want to become dumber
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subscriber Raxxmus: np, I'm enjoying noises while I sacc
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bits-charity Korokun: @plorf Same tbh
[2:12:47]
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premium uforgot: @LLugnuto779 life skills right there
[2:12:51] MagnetismMelodic: i'm taking pictures of plastic frogs take your time
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premium artemis_dragmire: @LLugnuto779 plenty of smart people enjoy weed recreationally. Doing weed doesn't immediately turn you into a luddite
[2:13:04]
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premium artemis_dragmire: but nice bait
[2:13:10] MagnetismMelodic:
KKona SHIT ROTS YER BRAIN
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premium plorf: literally i just want to scramble my brain with psychedelics and ketamine and thc until it works right
[2:13:22] MagnetismMelodic:
KKona ONLY SMOKE TOBACCY
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premium plorf: hit the "randomize all" button
[2:13:29]
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premium LarxieArveri: i started in november and im still as broke as before
LUL
[2:13:39]
subscriber Raxxmus: do tons of drugs to reroll your stats
[2:13:45]
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premium doublehotdogging: must... drink... snusk jUice...
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: that's not how that works
[2:13:53] MagnetismMelodic: kinda snussy
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premium plorf: -10 INT
[2:14:00]
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premium LarxieArveri: acid and stuff work less on those who take antidepressants btw
[2:14:03]
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premium doublehotdogging:
kitchenRat
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premium LarxieArveri: snussy
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premium Vanadras: the only high for me is the high from 3d printer resin fumes
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premium plorf:
oh i know ive been weaning off them partially because it makes acid not work
[2:14:28]
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premium plorf: i was so pissed when i took half a tab and it did literally nothing
[2:14:36]
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premium LarxieArveri: i need to stay on mine, sucks cuz i wanna try it lol
[2:14:38]
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premium artemis_dragmire: ssris make everything fun not work. I hate them.
[2:14:44]
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premium LarxieArveri: same
[2:14:48] MagnetismMelodic: plastic fumes good
[2:14:50]
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premium LarxieArveri: im gunna be on ansri
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premium LarxieArveri: *an snri
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premium artemis_dragmire: And not just talking about drugs. They make it impossible to even enjoy your body's natural enjoyment hormones and shit
[2:15:09]
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premium plorf: yeah, thats what i sussed out
[2:15:18]
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premium plorf: it took me a while to realize lexapro was killing my enjoyment of everything
[2:15:31]
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premium Palantirii: i want the good brain juice
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subscriber moonshaped: Lexapro made me manic 24/7, what an awful drug that was
[2:15:41]
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premium doublehotdogging:
:) I don't have any medications and I don't enjoy anything help
[2:15:53]
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premium plorf:
:)
[2:16:00]
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bits-charity Korokun: That's why we have Trek
[2:16:04]
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bits-charity Korokun: So we can not enjoy it together
[2:16:05] MagnetismMelodic: we enjoy faith
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premium LarxieArveri: ssri and such arent great for all, liike lexapro and prozac did help at one point, but now im moving onto the next
[2:16:18] MagnetismMelodic: and that's what matters
[2:16:21] MagnetismMelodic:
phloxS
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premium Vanadras: executive dysfunction
gang rise up, or dont cause you dont want
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premium doublehotdogging: I need gel
[2:16:29]
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premium LarxieArveri: :33
phloxS
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premium artemis_dragmire: @Vanadras yea right there with ya on that
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premium LarxieArveri: lol feeling that dysfunction hard rn
[2:17:28]
premium Vanadras: Id love to get mine in check, but that involves doing the very thing I am incapable of doing so
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premium plorf:
oh my god i think i have the worst executive function on the entire planet
[2:18:04]
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premium LarxieArveri: neurodivergent
gang
gang
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premium LarxieArveri:
catJAM
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premium artemis_dragmire: @LarxieArveri Yea, I think like, a short course of an ssri can help people. A short course of lexapro helped me redo some of my negative thinking and it legitimately helped me figure out some shit. It also sapped all enjoyment out of my life and had some really nasty sexual side effects so I got off it after like 3 months of it and have never wanted to go back to it
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premium plorf:
catJAM
[2:18:35]
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turbo GreatSphynx: i only have 5 channels left and not a lot of time so ill do like one more part to morph into i guess
[2:18:37]
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premium plorf: Yeah lexapro helped me out of a bad spot but its been downhill ever since
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subscriber moonshaped: I like the creaking bits
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premium LarxieArveri: BLEH im still dealing with the sexo no funo side effects lol, might get worse on effexor x~x @artemis_dragmire
[2:19:34]
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premium plorf: i think im aro/ace like regardless of SSRIs
[2:19:35]
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premium artemis_dragmire: @LarxieArveri they're the worst. They do go away eventually.
[2:20:01]
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premium LarxieArveri: im pan and in a deep need 24/7 lol
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premium artemis_dragmire: Yea if you're ace or whatever lexapro might work great for you. I have the libido of a star trek character so it just turns me insane
[2:20:28]
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premium LarxieArveri: thats a great metaphor artmis lmfao
[2:20:31]
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premium artemis_dragmire: lol
[2:20:33] MagnetismMelodic:
RikerStare what do you mean
[2:20:39]
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premium LarxieArveri: i might as well be Kirk tbh
[2:20:39]
subscriber Raxxmus: we all just need holodeck wives
[2:20:43]
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premium doublehotdogging: sex havers
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premium plorf: KirkHead
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subscriber moonshaped:
RikerStare
suluOhmy
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premium Vanadras: man, I know I need to be medicated but side effects like that genuinely scare me
[2:20:58] MagnetismMelodic: we all need to jack off in the holodeck with our SOs before we die
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premium Palantirii:
quarkHype
[2:21:01]
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premium plorf:
LUL
[2:21:09]
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premium Palantirii:
LUL
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i'm a sex don't wanter
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premium uforgot:
FacePalm
[2:21:13] MagnetismMelodic: great image
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subscriber Raxxmus: lol I love that picture
[2:21:23] MagnetismMelodic: that's picard season 2
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premium LarxieArveri: listen, taking testosterone has turned up some dials way past 100
[2:21:30] MagnetismMelodic: except picard and q are gonna kiss
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subscriber moonshaped: Yeah Vanadras the 15 years on and off meds have really made me wary of potential side effects. They can be scary.
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premium artemis_dragmire: @Vanadras It's a lame thing to say cuz everyone says it, but tell your doctor about your concerns and they can help try to find you stuff that doesn't have the nastier side effects.
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subscriber moonshaped: And cycling on and off meds several times a year fucking sucks
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subscriber Raxxmus: if that was picard season 2 maybe I'd watch it
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turbo GreatSphynx: lets see how well this cycles into the other one
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premium Palantirii: @LarxieArveri they don't think it be like it is, but it do
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premium artemis_dragmire: Luckily, almost nothing is permanent, the brain is very resilient and able to adjust to changes
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premium doublehotdogging: Q
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subscriber DarkFlame7755:
LUL that image in the bottom right
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premium Vanadras: @LarxieArveri
oh I bet, my partner takes T and he is learning what road rage truly feels like
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premium LarxieArveri: but it do...
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subscriber moonshaped: Good lord is that Q
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premium Palantirii: phlox is becoming turgid at the sight of q
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premium artemis_dragmire: That is Q lol
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premium artemis_dragmire: I think these are Q sounds
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subscriber moonshaped: How have I never seen that image hahaha
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premium Vanadras: @artemis_dragmire last time I tried opening up about my adhd Im pretty sure I sounded like I just wanted addies
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i take offbrand adderall
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premium plorf: i wonder if i should try adderall again
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premium artemis_dragmire: @Vanadras yea this is my concern about trying to get tested for ADHD as an adult too
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premium LarxieArveri: @Vanadras also, i was so
scared of the side effects of ssris but i wish i got on them sooner tbh. couldve prevented a lot of damage
[2:23:06]
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premium Palantirii: i was just like "hi i feel like my head is full of bees and i forget how to read sometimes"
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premium plorf: i dont really have anything to focus on so when i take stimulants i just do nothing faster
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premium artemis_dragmire: @plorf lmao I fear this would be me too
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premium LarxieArveri: nothing faster lmao
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premium artemis_dragmire: Just start spinning in my stupid gamer chair
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premium LarxieArveri: s p e
[2:23:51] MagnetismMelodic: SPE
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premium Palantirii: taking stimulants when u have depression is great because you still feel awful but your heart rate is increased
:)
[2:24:03]
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premium plorf: yep
:)
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premium LarxieArveri: y u h
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premium Vanadras: LSD gave me manic, task completing energy for 3 days and I did more then than the last 3 months.
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premium plorf: once i get off lexapro fully im gonna drop acid
[2:24:58] MagnetismMelodic: when I'm depressed or anxious I either take really irresponsible naps or work out so I feel like I'm being productive while procrastinating
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premium artemis_dragmire: @Vanadras See,t hat's what I need in my life, so I can go get employed again, clean up my fucking place, and do some projects around the house too
[2:25:38]
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premium LarxieArveri: good lord i sleep in like crazy, its so hard to break the habit
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premium doublehotdogging: acid make me too physically discomfortable to do anything
:)
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premium artemis_dragmire: haha yea my sleep habits are utter shit since the job thing stopped being a thing
[2:26:03]
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premium doublehotdogging: Only frow up
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premium artemis_dragmire: And I keep beating myself up over it and need to just like, not do that to myself (being hard on myself for something so minor)
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premium Vanadras: I can see why people microdose it, I felt like a super Saiyan with the executive function
[2:26:38]
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premium LarxieArveri: ya know, im so glad i got this silly chat to pop into at these awful hours meatPat life suck less, ty
[2:26:42] MagnetismMelodic: a good sleep cycle is important
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premium Palantirii: meatPat
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premium artemis_dragmire: haha yea this chat is great, I'm glad lots of chill peeps hang here
[2:27:04]
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premium LarxieArveri:
(ditto)
[2:27:05] MagnetismMelodic: meatPat
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subscriber Raxxmus: meatPat
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premium Palantirii: sphynx chat is chill alien hours
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subscriber moonshaped: Man I never heard about acid being motivating.
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subscriber moonshaped: If I wasn't heavily warned against psychedlics by someone that knew me really well, I'd consider it
[2:27:49] MagnetismMelodic: nah yall suck i'm only here for the emotes
needTrip
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premium artemis_dragmire: Yea, even more than stuff like weed, psych stuff is very much a "not for everyone" thing
[2:27:56]
subscriber Raxxmus: sleep is wack, some nights I'm out like a light the moment I lie down and other I just can't sleep no matter how hard
[2:28:01]
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premium artemis_dragmire: I still want to try some eventually
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premium plorf: ive wanted to for years
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premium LarxieArveri: i hope i can watch this on the train, because i am zoooming to new jersey lol
[2:28:16]
premium Vanadras: Yup, and Ive done acid on bad headspace days and thats never fun. Its a powerful thing
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subscriber moonshaped: I think it would be a terrifying experience for me, I don't think I could try them.
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premium plorf: ever since i heard it can get people out of thinking ruts
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subscriber moonshaped: Like, I have a LOT of nightmares
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premium plorf: and help with depression and stuff
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subscriber Raxxmus: just don't do it alone I guess
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premium LarxieArveri: i will destroy all nightmares
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subscriber moonshaped: I don't really know people though
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premium artemis_dragmire: It'd be something you'd have to do with someone you trust to keep you grounded, but even then yea, some people should probably stay away. I honestly don't know enough to recommend either way
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premium plorf: im lucky to be pretty mellow/non-neurotic with drugs
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premium Vanadras: It makes your brain feel like everything is going off at once, so you can sorta make connections and thoughts easier.
[2:29:24]
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premium artemis_dragmire: If I ever do shrooms/acid I have a couple friends I trust to keep me grounded that would be willing to sit with me the first time at least.
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premium Vanadras: After the visuals faded, I started writing out a stream of conscious and it felt like reprogramming myself
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premium artemis_dragmire: I've had weird moments like that @Vanadras without even using illicit drugs. It's a very weird feeling
[2:29:58]
premium Vanadras: I wish shrooms worked on me. Thrice tried them no affect, ate 4g the other week and zilch
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subscriber moonshaped: I tripsat friends years ago but we all trusted each other and stuff.
[2:30:09]
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subscriber moonshaped: And I didn't do any.
[2:30:26] MagnetismMelodic:
needTrip say what
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subscriber moonshaped: lol
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premium doublehotdogging:
OTrip
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premium artemis_dragmire:
needTrip
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subscriber Raxxmus:
OTrip
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subscriber moonshaped: I can't imagine feeling that safe around anyone now though. Unfortunately.
[2:30:50]
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premium plorf:
greats8OTrip
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premium artemis_dragmire: @moonshaped aw that's too bad. Good friends you can trust are super important.
[2:31:18]
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premium artemis_dragmire: hopefully you find your peeps eventually.
[2:31:27]
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premium LarxieArveri:
<3
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premium LarxieArveri: i wish i could be everyone's safe friend
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subscriber DarkFlame7755:
The only chance I've ever had was with shrooms and they didn't do anything
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subscriber moonshaped: Eh. I know one person in 1,000 miles. Had another friend but she pulled a knife on me in a drunken rage.
[2:31:56]
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: @Vanadras have you tried eating a 5g
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subscriber moonshaped: Anyway...
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premium artemis_dragmire: wow that's fucked
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premium LarxieArveri: geez
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: to become bill gates 2
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premium plorf: i appreciate you guys
[2:32:06]
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premium artemis_dragmire: Sorry you had to deal with that
[2:32:14]
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premium plorf: this chat is genuinely life enriching
[2:32:17]
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premium LarxieArveri: u too plorf
<3
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premium plorf: i look forward to it every day
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subscriber moonshaped: It's been a bad 5 years or so lol. I like you guys though.
[2:32:37]
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premium LarxieArveri: CatDance
Clap
[2:32:38]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: it sure has
[2:32:45] MagnetismMelodic: it's nice to have a chill group of people to interact with about this or that
[2:32:46]
subscriber Raxxmus: real shit lol I feel more comfortable chatting here than I do with a lot of my friends
[2:32:50]
premium Vanadras: I feel that, we're all gonna make it eventually aye
[2:32:53] MagnetismMelodic: amidst all the other hostile circles I dance around
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premium LarxieArveri: biggest mood
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: sameish
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premium doublehotdogging:
phloxD
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premium LarxieArveri: :'33
[2:33:20] MagnetismMelodic: alright so when's SphynxCon
[2:33:23]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: You guys have given me faith in twitch chats not ALWAYS being toxic trash
[2:33:35]
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subscriber moonshaped: Yeah this is a pretty good one
[2:33:47]
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subscriber moonshaped: Nice variety of chill people and not too big
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premium LarxieArveri: lmfao spinx pls
[2:33:48]
subscriber Raxxmus: we need movie soon chat is starting to get sappy
[2:33:49]
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Nani?
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premium LarxieArveri: like a treeee
[2:33:59]
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premium LarxieArveri: sticky
[2:34:01] MagnetismMelodic: we need to be entertained
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Which movie we watching?
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: we are not entertained?
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subscriber moonshaped: Gladiator
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I fell alseep during Search for Spock
:(
[2:34:22]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: didn't miss much
[2:34:27]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: they found spock
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premium plorf: i desperately wish i could set in the recliner for the movie but alas
[2:34:40]
premium doublehotdogging: I made mac and cheese during search for spock and they found him whwen I came back
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I know McCoy was holding the Spock Ghost, then I fell asleep
[2:34:55] MagnetismMelodic: you missed the 5 minute graphic sex scene
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premium Palantirii: where was spock hiding?
[2:34:59]
subscriber DarkFlame7755:
The genesis WMD also resurrects corpses as children with no memories
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subscriber yourdaffypal: yo peeps whats the movie tonight?
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premium Palantirii: gladiator
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subscriber moonshaped: spock was hiding in a child
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premium Palantirii: we're all gonna rub dirt on our hands together
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subscriber yourdaffypal: 👍
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I feel like you guys are making this more confusing for me
[2:35:43]
subscriber yourdaffypal: hope i can make it home in time, but hope yall enjoy
[2:35:54]
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premium Palantirii: what are we making confusing
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: I've been listening to a ton of Filk lately and I found one album that I realized is 100% a response to the previous trek movie
[2:35:59]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: it's even titled Genesis
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: So spock was missing, his spirit was in McCoy, and the genesis weapon planet ressurected him as a memoryless child?
[2:36:07]
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subscriber moonshaped: Movie synopsis by Sphynx Chat
[2:36:19]
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premium artemis_dragmire: @BlackHazelity yea, and rapidly aged him back to adulthood
[2:36:21]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: @BlackHazelity Precisely. Plus the child had accelerated aging
[2:36:32]
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premium artemis_dragmire: which was extra fun during that little thing called pon farr
[2:36:33]
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: How did they stick his spirit back in him?
[2:36:35]
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premium Palantirii: when did mccoy give spock the sensual nude massage?
[2:36:37]
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premium doublehotdogging: spock used mccoy as a backup
[2:36:42]
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premium artemis_dragmire: @BlackHazelity they banged on vulcan gongs
[2:36:42]
subscriber Raxxmus: yeah and then child spock rapid aged into old spock and they put his spirit juice back in him on vulcan
[2:36:43]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: @BlackHazelity They didn't? I think?
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premium plorf: im glad that the child didnt have spocks memories actually, woulda felt weird
[2:36:53]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: it's just a new spock who believes kirk is his best friend because LOVE PREVAILS
[2:37:03]
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Wait, so how did McCoy get unfucked?
[2:37:16] MagnetismMelodic: he was just built diff
[2:37:18]
subscriber Raxxmus: remember chat, the needs of the one outweigh the needs of the many
:)
[2:37:20]
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premium artemis_dragmire: @BlackHazelity Vulcan priestess un-mind scrambled him and put the spock juice in the new spock body
[2:37:29]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: @Raxxmus
patGlu
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premium doublehotdogging: the dreams recreation was the real ending
[2:37:37]
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premium plorf: @Raxxmus
DansGame
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: What a convoluted story.
[2:37:47]
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premium artemis_dragmire:
oh and kirk flies a klingon ship now
[2:37:49]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: I forget how did they explain that he stopped aging rapidly?
[2:37:58]
subscriber DarkFlame7755:
oh yeah and kirk self-destructed the enterprise
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premium plorf: it was tied to the planet genesis
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subscriber Raxxmus: they took him off the planet and it stopped
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premium artemis_dragmire: @DarkFlame7755 they just were like "leave the planet, problem fixed"
[2:38:01]
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bits-charity BlackHazelity:
The needs of the many are outweighed by the needs of the Yuri.
[2:38:08]
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Vulcans after Archer embraced mind melds and katra transfers, they're an eternal hivemind of repressed sexuality and pointy ears. Full Elf.
[2:38:15]
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premium Palantirii: this is the real high: trying to follow chat attempting to summarize a movie together
[2:38:18]
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subscriber moonshaped: Did you guys talk about Chekov's toddler outfit?
[2:38:29]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: Yeah he came from a wes anderson set
[2:38:37]
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premium artemis_dragmire: @moonshaped what really needs to be talked about is Sulu's fucking sweet ass transformable jacket
[2:38:49]
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premium plorf: sulu drip
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subscriber Raxxmus: we haven't even talked about sulu's drip yet
suluOhmy
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subscriber moonshaped: yeah Sulu had a killer outfit too. Cape/jacket combo
[2:38:55]
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Palan, I just took two hits of Earth OG and his just now settling in as I'm trying to piece this story together
[2:38:59]
subscriber Raxxmus: lol plorf beat me to it
[2:38:59]
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: this almost sounds like minecraft music
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premium Palantirii: lmao godspeed
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: can i see the sulu drip
[2:39:20]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: IIRC they offered zero follow-up for the legal ramifications of what kirk did
[2:39:22]
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Wait, why did Kirk blow up the Enterprise?
[2:39:29]
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premium plorf: for fun
[2:39:30]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: they were being boarded by klingons
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: so he swapped places and then self destructed it
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subscriber moonshaped: Because they klingons almost stole her
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Plorf, fuck off lol
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premium artemis_dragmire: @BlackHazelity I'm being intentionally silly with my descriptions, but yea, short version is, spock's brain energy got put back in the new spock body with vulcan mind magic, kirk blew up the enterprise, his son died, he hates klingons now, but he flies around in a klingon ship that he stole.
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subscriber Raxxmus: they did the ol switcheroo and detonated the ship when the klingons beamed aboard
[2:40:12]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: and then "my god what have I done"
[2:40:19] MagnetismMelodic: christopher lloyd got thrown into a volcano
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premium Palantirii: @LLugnuto779 https://www.yourprops.com/movieprops/default/yp536d51272a7192.95320324/Star-Trek-III-The-Search-for-Spock-Sulu-s-Tool-3.jpg
[2:40:37]
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premium artemis_dragmire: yea, turns out manning a ship meant for 150+ people crew with like 4 people AND it's all fucked up from Khan means that it's not exactly battle worthy
[2:40:38]
subscriber DarkFlame7755:
suluNice
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: This raises more questions
[2:40:43]
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: What son?
[2:40:44] MagnetismMelodic:
suluNice
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subscriber curry_murmurs: They went to planet retcon and fixed their David and Spock problems at the same time.
[2:40:49]
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: And what volcano?
[2:40:49]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: @BlackHazelity Right?
[2:40:53] MagnetismMelodic: his son isn't important
[2:40:55] MagnetismMelodic: he died like a bitch
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premium plorf: kirk doesnt have a son
Kappa
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subscriber Raxxmus:
oh yeah kirk had a funny TOS fight with the klingoin captain
[2:41:01]
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: GOD I love the Cordrazine Sulu.
[2:41:05]
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premium Palantirii: klingroin
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: it doesn't matter he was the least important of 3 characters so of course he was the one that died
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premium artemis_dragmire: @BlackHazelity his son from Wrath of Khan, the curly haired scientist dude that was all angsty about the federation
[2:41:14]
subscriber Raxxmus: klingroin
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: that's his son?
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: That's his son? I don't remember him at all.
[2:41:44]
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subscriber curry_murmurs: ex-son
[2:41:48] MagnetismMelodic: doesn't matter
[2:41:52] MagnetismMelodic: literally not even a character
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subscriber Raxxmus: was talking to my dad about the movies the other night and he straight up did not remember kirks son
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premium uforgot: the son is an afterthought
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premium artemis_dragmire: Yea, they made a pretty big deal of it in wrath of khan with kirk being all sad that Carol Marcus never even told him he had a son
[2:42:08]
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premium Palantirii: why does kirk have a son
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premium Palantirii:
oh right, he fucks
[2:42:18]
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Okay, so as this Earth OG sets in, this is what I'm trying to do here
[2:42:19]
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premium Palantirii: constantly
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subscriber Raxxmus: to kill him in the 3rd movie
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premium uforgot: KirkHead I get around
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premium Vanadras: its more why does he only have 1
[2:42:27]
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premium Palantirii: yeah why only 1
[2:42:29] MagnetismMelodic: he has multiple we just never see them
[2:42:33] MagnetismMelodic: cause he don't come back
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premium Palantirii: homie must have like 30+ kids
[2:42:36]
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premium plorf: i wish i had earth og
[2:42:39] MagnetismMelodic: sorry baby, 5 year mission
[2:42:47]
subscriber Raxxmus:
OTrip I wonder what Trip's kid is up to
[2:42:52]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: Star Trek humanoid theory but it's kirk fucks so that's why everyone is humanoid
[2:42:52]
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premium plorf: i swear, running out of weed is worse than not having it in the first place
[2:43:01]
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: It's like I'm in a wormhole. Artemis is right in front of me, hand outstretched, saying "It's okay, listen to me, follow my voice, and do NOT listen to or look at the demons."
[2:43:01] MagnetismMelodic: strange new worlds and all that, sugartits KirkHead
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premium artemis_dragmire: David was in his like, 20s at least tho, so he and Carol must have been a thing long before Kirk was in command of the Enterprise
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: And all of the rest of chat is the demons.
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subscriber DarkFlame7755:
greats8Bunji
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premium artemis_dragmire: lol
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premium plorf:
greats8Bunji
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Just flying in from the side "He did it for fun!" "Sulu had drip" "Yolo XD"
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: And Artemis is trying to tell me the actual story
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: Now you know how it feels to get constantly one guyed
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premium Palantirii: yeah artemis is doing good work and we're all fucking it up
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bits-charity Korokun: Sulu really had some drip tho
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Shatner grieving his son's death was an amazing bit of acting though. Imagine gifting a howler monkey with full sentience and the first thing it realizes is that it's strapped into the cockpit of a fighter jet in uncontrolled descent.
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premium artemis_dragmire: I mean I was being silly too but I figured I'd actually summarize
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: Oh also the movie did have its alottment of one (1) weird inhuman sound
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premium uforgot:
The death becomes a plot point later.
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premium artemis_dragmire: Especialy since the whole thing with his son being killed by klingons is a big motivation and plot point in a later movie too
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premium DoctorRockstar: Sick setup @GreatSphynx
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: This isn't getting one-guyed, this is getting literally-every-other-guyed.
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subscriber DarkFlame7755:
Kappa
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: That's the secret of one guys
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: every guy is a one guy
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premium Palantirii: we're all one guys
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: There's more than one of you
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: five guys
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premium Palantirii: is there?
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: burger and lies
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premium doublehotdogging: borglar
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: 49 guys actually according to twitch viewer number
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bits-charity Korokun: That Earth OG hitting hard
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premium plorf: i just realized, i could totally install a twitch chat app on my phone and just sync up the stream on my tv
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premium uforgot: and if we're twins, sometimes we're TWO guys
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premium plorf: is there an app you guys use for chat
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premium Vanadras: I dunno what percent of guy I am, but I guess its nonzero
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premium artemis_dragmire: @plorf I use an app called "Xtra" but it's not on the app store anymore for android at least
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: This warrants a 3rd hit. All I can think about is New Spock racing against time to help Kirk blow up the Klingon infested Enterprise by ramming it, with Christopher Lloyd, into a Volcano.
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subscriber moonshaped: They don't really have good apps for mobile Twitch chat
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subscriber curry_murmurs: @plorf Phone Twitch app has a chat only option.
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subscriber moonshaped: I think Twitch doesn't allow them
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: @BlackHazelity Close enough
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premium plorf:
oh you can do chat only? that would be good
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subscriber Raxxmus: thats exactly what happened
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premium artemis_dragmire: the problem with the built in twitch app is that it doesn't have ffz/bttv emotes
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premium plorf: what a shame
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: do ANY mobile apps have those?
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Raxx, I had a dream a couple nights ago that I named my new dog Raxxmus
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: I thought those were strictly browser only
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premium uforgot: chat-only is useful sometimes
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premium artemis_dragmire: @plorf I'll DM you a thing
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premium skwerley: Probleez no
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bits-charity Korokun: Xtra, as was mentioned before
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bits-charity Korokun: Had the extra emotes
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subscriber DarkFlame7755:
oh neat, I had no idea
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subscriber curry_murmurs: under the gear/viewing options, on mobile audio only and chat only are options.
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premium plorf: i gotta get a new phone, my iphone 6+ is showing its age
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: the mobile version of firefox allows extensions
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bits-charity Korokun: I only recently got an 8
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subscriber Raxxmus: @BlackHazelity was it a black dog? My name is reference to a band called
The Black Dog
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i have a motorola droid turbo from 2014
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bits-charity Korokun: Also if you have iPhone sadly you won't be able to use Xtra
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premium LarxieArveri: I use DankChat, but it's for android only I believe
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premium uforgot: that's where the pc comes in
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premium LarxieArveri: It has the fun emotes and im using now :33
catJAM
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premium artemis_dragmire: I'm surprised nobody has just released an IRC client that supports FFZ/BTTV for mobile
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premium artemis_dragmire: and doesn't even mention "twitch"
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premium artemis_dragmire: so it's not like twitch could take it down then, it's just an IRC client
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premium uforgot:
imGlitch
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subscriber Raxxmus: lets all move to chatango
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premium plorf: honestly i dont really need a robust feature set i just need the ability to chat while streaming on my tv
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premium Vanadras: I got a runescape clan chat we could use lolol
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premium plorf: and i think the default app will do just fine
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Oh there was also a throwaway line about the generation of the Genesis planet and its flux creating a gravity cushion for Spock's casketpedo. Honestly felt weirder than if they'd flat out ignored it.
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: So I played that MArio Paint BGM 3 for four hours today while I did my 7 page psych paper.
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premium artemis_dragmire: yea if you don't care about fancy emotes the basic twitch app chat only mod ewill work fine
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: It's so good.
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premium LarxieArveri: Do you have android plorf?
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premium plorf: nah
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premium LarxieArveri: Aw
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Just get a laptop.
4Head
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premium LarxieArveri: @BlackHazelity I have Creative Exercise as my ringtone lol
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bits-charity Korokun: I'm on a laptop right now while I wait to get get my PC fixed
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premium plorf: yeah that would be nice, i would literally just use it to sit in a comfier chair while browsing lol
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: real gamers fix their pc themselves
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Creative Exercise as a ringtone is a fucking good idea
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premium artemis_dragmire: I need to get a decent laptop
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premium LarxieArveri: @BlackHazelity 😎👉👉
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bits-charity Korokun: Mine isn't great but it's workable
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premium Palantirii: i need a better chair bc i spend so much time in it lmao
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premium artemis_dragmire: My old ass one from college came with Vista, that's how decrepit it is
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premium Palantirii: ye olde vista....
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premium uforgot: and then get a kinesis freestyle keyboard (with attachment) to type on your lap
greats8Bunji
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premium artemis_dragmire: Oh I replaced that shit with 7 almost immediately lol
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I spent $1000 on my chair.
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premium LarxieArveri: I got a new asus gamer laptop last year
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bits-charity Korokun: I'd fix my PC myself if it wasn't a pain and I wasn't worried I'd screw up again
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I think I may have mentioned that before.
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: windows 7 is just rebranded vista
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premium artemis_dragmire: @BlackHazelity wait, was it you or plorf we were chair shopping for
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premium artemis_dragmire: I forgot
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premium plorf: i want a $1000 chair
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premium uforgot: @LLugnuto779 fixed vista*
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Must have been Plorf.
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premium plorf: im still looking for a good one
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premium LarxieArveri: I spent less than 100 on my chair lol
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: Wait we doing chair recommendations? I'm interested in chair recommendations
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premium uforgot: and then rebranded because of the stigma
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I have a $1000 SteelCase chair. I saved up for a year and a half.
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premium plorf: i ended up not using the massive fat guy chair i got
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premium artemis_dragmire: chat was ALL chair shopping one night of trek it was hilarious
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: windows vista service pack 2 was fixed vista
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subscriber Raxxmus: plorf and his eternal quest for the perfect chair
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: I got an amazon chair and it's absolute trash.
[2:52:38] S00perShyGuy: very chill for the background 👍
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premium plorf: im curious about that steelcase chair
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premium Palantirii: yeah we were going hard on chair posting a few weeks ago
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: get a herman miller aeron
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premium plorf: theres a guy with a warehouse full of refurbished herman miller chairs on craigslist
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premium plorf: might go pay them a visit
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premium LarxieArveri: Gaming chairs don't have big enough seats for me like office chairs do, so I have little purple office chair lol
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: https://www.hermanmiller.com/products/seating/office-chairs/aeron-chairs/
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premium uforgot: i just went for an ikea markus
:)
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premium plorf: i was like "i need a bigass seat" and i got the biggest ass seat i could find but alas, it was too bigass
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: That's so out of my price range
[2:53:53] MagnetismMelodic: i've been shopping for an easy to transport office chair that I can take to uni easily
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premium LarxieArveri: Expensivo
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subscriber Raxxmus: does your uni not have its own chairs?
[2:54:15] MagnetismMelodic: all I've found are hunting chairs so I think i'll just have to buckle down and pack up my chair
[2:54:19] MagnetismMelodic: they do but they suck and are old
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premium LarxieArveri: Gimme bigass chair pls
[2:54:38] MagnetismMelodic: and when I cleaned the one I had i the fall it had a strange yellowish substance on every surface
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premium LarxieArveri: O
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premium doublehotdogging: rare skin
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premium Vanadras:
idk who said steelcase but I second them.
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subscriber Raxxmus: I've learnt to just accept the suspicious stains on all my uni's furniture and not ask questions
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: https://Mega-turbo.succ.world/i/r5ug115m.png
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premium Vanadras: I garbage picked mine 10/10 comfy chair 2 years going
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bits-charity BlackHazelity:
OTrip
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: greats8Phlox
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Shit
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subscriber Raxxmus:
phloxD
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premium artemis_dragmire: @Raxxmus when it comes to stains you're better off not knowing 99% of the time
[2:56:07] MagnetismMelodic: greats8Phlox i can do that too haze
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: my chair is dying
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subscriber virtualicecube:
greats8Phlox
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: New***s can't greats8Phlox
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premium LarxieArveri:
greats8OTrip
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premium LarxieArveri:
greats8Phlox
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subscriber Raxxmus:
greats8Phlox die mad
[2:57:03] MagnetismMelodic: newfriends
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Newbuddies
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premium LarxieArveri: Newb
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subscriber Raxxmus: tripfriend
OTrip
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bits-charity Korokun:
The Garak die mad is still one of my favorites
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bits-charity Korokun: In the collage
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premium LarxieArveri: What is Gladiator about? I might not be able to catch it
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I like how Sphynx rarely says or types anything
[2:58:01] MagnetismMelodic: its about a gladiator
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premium artemis_dragmire: @LarxieArveri It's definitely not a movie about gladiators
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premium LarxieArveri: He is chillin
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subscriber moonshaped: Sphynx is music
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subscriber Raxxmus: ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED?
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premium LarxieArveri: Lol
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turbo GreatSphynx: im busy
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: He just gets really baked and makes music like we aren't here
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turbo GreatSphynx: and you arent talkin bout music
Kappa
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premium LarxieArveri: Lmfao "I'm busy" power move
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: You didn't deny any of it
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subscriber moonshaped: I'm very much appreciating the music, it's helping.
[2:58:34] MagnetismMelodic: he saw us getting sappy and left
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premium artemis_dragmire: this shit is so chill sphynx, I ain't complainin
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turbo GreatSphynx: i got 10 min left to finish all this
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premium LarxieArveri:
Clap
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Yeah, the music is very nice.
[2:59:03] MagnetismMelodic: music is
suluNice
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subscriber Raxxmus: one day we will meme too hard and get banished to emote only
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premium LarxieArveri: My train is in 11 Pog
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premium plorf: i enjoy the sounds
[2:59:11] MagnetismMelodic: https://i.imgur.com/KtIHOlY.gif
[2:59:13] MagnetismMelodic: whoops
[2:59:17] MagnetismMelodic:
MorshuPls
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bits-charity Korokun: Oh my laptop is almost out of battery, gotta tether myself
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bits-charity BlackHazelity:
The music's great. My point is that our high-as-fuck conductor is oddly silent.
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Like a mechanical man. With potleaf decals.
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subscriber Raxxmus: he chillin
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premium Vanadras: just start blasting FUF3 to wake everyone up sphynx lmao
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premium LarxieArveri: It's not odd to me I guess lol
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premium LarxieArveri: It be like that
[3:00:08] S00perShyGuy: ain't no shame in whatever, music and life are nice
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subscriber Raxxmus: show nani to instantly wake chat up
[3:00:14] MagnetismMelodic: we all checked out when nani went offscreen
[3:00:31] S00perShyGuy: I've been using THC gummies recently to help some physical issues
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premium LarxieArveri: I cant see or hear stream, so I remain
SockZ
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bits-charity Korokun: Tell your train to hurry up
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premium plorf: my friend gave me some medical weed gummies and i had a worse experience than the illegal ones ive had
[3:01:19]
subscriber DarkFlame7755: I'm really enjoying the sound of this
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premium LarxieArveri: Ayo mta, hurry the fuck up
[3:01:32] S00perShyGuy: the medical/legal ones are fine for me but I did research
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I don't fuck with edibles.
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Those scare me.
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subscriber Raxxmus:
mmm crunchy
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premium artemis_dragmire: @S00perShyGuy yea the stuff from dispensarys is good in my experience. My most recent batch of goodies is all black market and they're pretty shit. I have to eat almost an entire bag to feel anything
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: HEar that sound?
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Bag of weed gummies.
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partner DesertP: Captain's Pog: Stardate 42069
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premium plorf: i havent had a regular vape cart in ages
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premium LarxieArveri: I use weed a lot, so I like concentrates and such rn. I'd need very potent eddibles if I were take any currently
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premium LarxieArveri: His Desert!
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premium LarxieArveri: *hi
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premium LarxieArveri: Lol
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premium plorf: ive been dabbing concentrates lately
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bits-charity Korokun: I recently tried new ones that are meant to be more like "authentic" or something
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I got a Northern Lights cart for free if you want it, Artemis
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partner DesertP: i only consume cbd strains
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bits-charity Korokun: Had the gross taste of weed I remember but also a much stronger high like I remember
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premium plorf: i need the free weed
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premium LarxieArveri: See bee dee
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premium plorf:
suluNice
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premium artemis_dragmire: @BlackHazelity Might be interested
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partner DesertP: nothern lights' legal cbd strain does a lot for me
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partner DesertP: helps me sleep
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partner DesertP: helps me focus
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premium LarxieArveri: I like being zooked the fuck out
[3:03:25] S00perShyGuy: I'm just about protecting my lungs after covid, CBD has been nice for me too
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partner DesertP: also sour space candy does too
[3:03:38] MagnetismMelodic: alright I finished the frog pictures I need to finish building this tree
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subscriber moonshaped: good squeaks
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premium artemis_dragmire: If you're serious Haze, DM me.
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partner DesertP: cbd vaping shouldnt cause lung damage if youre doing it correctly
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Earth OG and Bubba Kush are my favorites.
[3:03:52]
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Yeah, it never really did great things for me but after seeing it work well for so many others I'm pretty sure I'm the exception there.
[3:03:52]
subscriber Raxxmus: those were cool dolphin noises
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premium plorf: i wish more people sent me vape carts
:(
[3:04:05]
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partner DesertP: i just buy the raw flowers
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premium Palantirii: lemon haze has helped me sleep
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partner DesertP: theyre legal to get pretty much anywhere now
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premium LarxieArveri: I have friends that sell but their vape carts aren't always gr8
[3:04:27]
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partner DesertP: cheef botanicals has impressed me theyre very professional
[3:04:30] S00perShyGuy: I'd had some weird issues from vaping so I stopped that, I don't judge anything though
[3:04:42] S00perShyGuy: it's nice to see more open to alternative things given what I've seen from psych meds
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partner DesertP: vaping does more for me immedietely
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[3:05:26] S00perShyGuy: the concentration in a dab of something is definitely going to have the quickest onset
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[3:05:54] S00perShyGuy: that's understandable, when I'm having a really hard time it can help though
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partner DesertP: and its like, bro just give me the raw flower pls
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premium Palantirii: same desert lol
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: So Sphynx is just making this whole song while we're listening to it in real time
[3:07:47] S00perShyGuy: dispensary I go to is just all "lol weed pothead" people, should expect as much some places maybe
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partner DesertP: cheef botanicals, timbr
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partner DesertP: cheef is more expensive but more professional
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premium artemis_dragmire: you're in TX right desert?
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premium Palantirii: i just need to wind down and sleep or take the edge off of my anxiety a lil, not get super knocked out all the time lmao
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partner DesertP: i like cheef because the package doesnt stink
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partner DesertP: they package it correctly
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premium LarxieArveri: Cbd melatonin sounds amazing
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partner DesertP: its very calming my mom takes it
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premium LarxieArveri: I need my crazy dreams back
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partner DesertP: cbd melatonin i mean
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premium plorf: i think its the lexapro
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premium plorf: im in a weed drought rn man im fuckin desperate
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partner DesertP: lexapro can fuck with dreaming yeah
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premium Palantirii: melatonin makes me have truly wild nightmares but it's good that it's helpful for others
[3:09:27] S00perShyGuy: SSRI/SNRI meds have been a mess for me... I probably shouldn
[3:09:31] S00perShyGuy: 't get into that in a chat though
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premium Palantirii: wellbutrin and lexapro really fucked me ngl, lmao
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premium LarxieArveri: @plorf I wish I could help plorf
:(
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partner DesertP: but yeah even texas is cool with cbd flower now so its progress
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premium Xanji_San: Are there studies of using cannabis with things like ADD/ADHD?
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premium artemis_dragmire: @DesertP Slow but steady I suppose
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partner DesertP: not a lot rn
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partner DesertP: try a weaker strain and see how it affects you
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partner DesertP: cheef has them all listed out by %'s
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partner DesertP: just know that stuff wont get you "high". you will feel mega relaxed like youre ready for a nap, but thats about it. some stronger strains may make you feel a bit delayed, but its not the same thing.
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partner DesertP: you wont feel euphoric
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partner DesertP: which is what thc does
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FeelsBadMan I don't know what euphoria feels like
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premium uforgot: desert is the villiage elder with the stash
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[3:12:30] S00perShyGuy:
oh wow your model stuff has been impressive
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premium Vanadras: send me that energy, blender intimidates me too much desert
[3:12:50] S00perShyGuy: I find myself getting constantly distracted but I haven't tried using CBD through the day
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premium plorf: i find that im in such a better mood when i have thc in my system in some capacity
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partner DesertP: its not physically addictive but some people really want to just ride it all the time if theyre mega depressed
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premium plorf: and now that im all out my mood has crashed again
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premium plorf: yeah desert i feel that
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partner DesertP: and it can cause a big low
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oh god, yes it is. I have to be careful with that
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partner DesertP: id try it if you havent. they make cbd joints, candy, w.e
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partner DesertP: it helps my depression a lot
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partner DesertP: more than any med has
:/
[3:14:22] S00perShyGuy: I'll admit I'd in the past run into a situation where I relied too much on THC but that experience makes me more cautious
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partner DesertP: i dont really like to now
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partner DesertP: vyvanse
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partner DesertP: its milder
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partner DesertP: yeah if its too high thats not good
[3:15:30] darkgoreax: But Dezzart, why da depression =(
[3:15:38] S00perShyGuy: good to learn from experience, see how different things affect different people, live life the way you want to
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partner DesertP: eh, i dont wanna talk about it. been this way all my life.
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subscriber moonshaped: Shame when I had insurance it wasn't covered, that shit was expensive but REALLY helpful
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partner DesertP: streaming is one of the few things that makes me happy
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premium Xanji_San: Or something else?
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premium artemis_dragmire: @DesertP Same dude. I respect that.
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[3:16:33] darkgoreax: I
<3 Desert
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partner DesertP: but also comes on slower
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premium plorf: yeah ive been depressed so long i dont have a "normal" state to compare to
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premium Xanji_San: I need to look into that
[3:16:52] MagnetismMelodic: sometimes the "why" isn't something easily condensed into a few words
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premium Vanadras: I need to get my adhd in check. I know its the source of so many other problems
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premium uforgot: as for me I've been writing about a method to clear depression without medication. Been writing for four years so far.
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premium artemis_dragmire: @DesertP That sounds like it might help me. I might ask a doc about that.
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idk if its worth it
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premium LarxieArveri: It might be worse than you think raxx, but I dont know your issues personally so you would know best
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partner DesertP: insomnia if you take it way too late in the day
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partner DesertP: the usual stuff
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i take adderall and fluoxitine
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partner DesertP: just take it with breakfast
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premium plorf: its a futile effort to try and get out, so i learn to be comfortable at the bottom
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premium Xanji_San: I will be asking my doctor about it, thank you
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premium LarxieArveri: For me, the pros outweighed the cons for antidepressants
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[3:18:25] S00perShyGuy: it's cool to see people being open about this stuff, I was terrified to try anything alternative for a while
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premium artemis_dragmire: Excited to see what it comes out as
[3:18:42] BRUCE_IRONSTAUNCH: Ey how are you all doin?
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premium LarxieArveri: @S00perShyGuy it's a very great thing
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partner DesertP: i dont mind talking about it. im not a doctor tho
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subscriber Raxxmus: @LarxieArveri I'm doing alright I just get the sads sometimes, I don't think its anything I should be medicated for (I hope)
[3:19:05] BRUCE_IRONSTAUNCH: Wow been at it a good while now nice
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[3:19:40] MagnetismMelodic: it's not a bad idea to take some measures just to check
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[3:19:41] S00perShyGuy: I'm no doctor myself, I do have someone professional who recommends me supplements though, still I always think people should see what works for them
[3:19:43] MagnetismMelodic: better than self diagnosing
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[3:19:58] darkgoreax: I think therapy is worthless next to really good friends and family
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[3:20:15] MagnetismMelodic: I went to 2 therapy sessions in 5th grade after some shit went down
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[3:20:20] MagnetismMelodic: did literally nothing
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[3:20:31] S00perShyGuy: I've been stuck with phone therapy for a long while, feels odd that my therapist is doing errands while talking to me
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premium plorf: like i dont really have trauma or an easily identifiable problem to address
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premium LarxieArveri: I've been in therapy for years, helps a lot
[3:20:43] MagnetismMelodic: but I'd probably do it again if i really feel the need for another reason
[3:20:44] darkgoreax: If you think you need a therapist, what I think you really need is a good friend, since that's the best they can ever be: Someone who's randomly there whenever you feel down
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premium plorf: i think material change in conditions would do me way more good than therapy
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partner DesertP: but
[3:21:20] MagnetismMelodic: it doesn't need to be something specific but working through your thoughts out loud with someone who can synthesize them can help a lot
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premium Palantirii: i mean i want a medically certified therapist who will tell that wanting to die is not a rational thought
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premium LarxieArveri: I've been through so many therapists and psychs, but I can't afford to stop pushing
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premium plorf: all the therapists ive talked to are fucking squares
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premium Palantirii: yeah i don't need to burden my friends with why i have ptsd lmao
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premium plorf: the last guy was so annoying in trying to read the subtext in everything i said when there was usually none
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premium Guardison: Honestly i started therapy a few months back after I got sick from covid, its been helping a lot. My friends are great but they can't do everything
[3:22:09] MagnetismMelodic: sometimes friends can just enable bad behaviour further
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premium LarxieArveri: Maybe I'm lucky to be an nyc resident, I just hope everyone else here can reach good people like I have
[3:22:18] S00perShyGuy: very important to note that about regular people not being therapists
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premium Palantirii: yeah bad advice from someone untrained could honestly fuck you, even unintentionally
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subscriber curry_murmurs: A good therapist is like... the VM version of an insightful friend.
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premium artemis_dragmire: They're legal here I'm just lazy
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premium artemis_dragmire: and don't have anywhere to shoot them off safely really
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: these fireworks are fun
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: theyre like the little boring snaps
[3:23:37] MagnetismMelodic: I haven't been to a fireworks show for about 2 years
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premium artemis_dragmire: @DesertP it's so hard to know where those boundaries are sometimes, but 100% agree
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: but really loud
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premium Vanadras: Ohio is useful for 2 things, my covid shot and fireworks
[3:23:45] MagnetismMelodic: last one I was at was in disney
[3:23:54] darkgoreax: That makes no sense, Desert. You literally just said it's having someone good to rely on, but that people can get exhausted. By that logic, would your therapist not get exhausted? It just sounds to me like there are no good friends in your life. To me, someone who has good friends (not to talk shit) is someone who WILL be there no matter your shit, and I don't think you have good enough friends if you think they won't put up with your shit
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oh desert, how is leonard doing?
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LUL
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premium plorf: what
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subscriber curry_murmurs: woah
[3:24:12] S00perShyGuy: come on
[3:24:13] MagnetismMelodic: therapists go to school for years
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premium Guardison: What
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bonesAH @Palantirii
[3:24:20] MagnetismMelodic: to deal with stuff like that
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premium artemis_dragmire: @darkgoreax Therapists are trained to compartmentalize this shit. Your friends aren't.
[3:24:31] MagnetismMelodic: they wouldn't go to school for specifically that if they couldn't handle it
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premium LarxieArveri: Alright, I'll be underground for a while. I dont return to chat, I hope you all have an amazing night!! I appreciate every single one of you
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Anyone feeling it yet
[3:24:55] MagnetismMelodic: like yeah it's a job and you can be tired from it like any other
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partner DesertP: theres a difference between a professional who has studied psychology and knows how to not take it home with them and someone you may just want to talk to, but thats just my experience.
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premium Guardison: No one has enough energy in them to constantly take the weight of other people's worlds on their shoulders. Therapists are trained, but your friends are just random jabronis. You can't lump all your shit on them.
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premium Palantirii: @BlackHazelity the leaf?
[3:25:21] MagnetismMelodic: I'm feeling these 101 tiny plastic frogs
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premium plorf: also, talking to your friends to vent is different from therapy
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premium Guardison: I can tell my friends when I'm not feeling okay, they can help me sometimes, but I'm not going to have them dissect and discuss my trauma
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bits-charity ChaImers: i got to be all my friends therapist in high school it wasnt fun
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premium Guardison: Yeah what Plorf said
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premium plorf: the point of therapy is to have a plan to better your mental health
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premium plorf: its goal oriented
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[3:26:38] MagnetismMelodic: a good ass friend that would be
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premium Guardison: And even if you do it's still putting a burden onto someone you're close to.
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premium Palantirii: yeah like if a friend vents or confesses some deep shit to me i can't actually elp...bc i don't know how. i'm not a pro. that doesn't make me a bad friend
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subscriber Raxxmus: @Palantirii yeah feels bad to just be like "damn that sucks" but what else can you do
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premium Palantirii: i barely have my own shit together, i can't help anyone else get their shit together
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premium Vanadras: @doublehotdogging season 4 never
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subscriber curry_murmurs: That's the trick. Things get held back because of the known burden they represent in sharing. But paying someone to hear them is necessarily impersonal and so doesn't serve the same end.
[3:28:04] MagnetismMelodic: I'm sure they just appreciate having an ear to vent to at all
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partner DesertP: when i talk to my friends about stuff im not asking them to help me fix them, im mostly just venting and looking for reassurance from someone i mesh with. therapists i would actually plan things with because theyve been trained on that subject
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premium Palantirii: ^
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[3:28:18] MagnetismMelodic: bump
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partner DesertP: err asking them to help fix me
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partner DesertP: but yeah you get it
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premium Palantirii: also like "wouldn't your therapist get exhausted" probably but they are trained in compartmentalization and decompression tactics to help prevent their clients problems from "getting to" them
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premium Palantirii: some therapists have therapists
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partner DesertP: i have had therapists get exhausted. it can happen.
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premium Palantirii: yeah lol
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partner DesertP: it sucks.
[3:29:24] darkgoreax: I'm not talking from a standpoint of clinical, prescribed depression, and I don't expect my friends to "fix" me because I don't think I've ever needed "fixing", and I find that term highly offensive on a personal level
[3:29:25] S00perShyGuy: man bit heavy all this
[3:29:35] MagnetismMelodic: "bro how do psych majors get depressed just read your notes
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I have also had psychologists get exhausted.
[3:29:42] S00perShyGuy: but it does all make sense
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premium Guardison: @DesertP I remember at the end of highschool I had some crazy traumatic shit happen to me, and when a therapist helped me untangle it we had to take a week off because it was exhausting both of us.
[3:30:00] S00perShyGuy: I do a lot of reflecting
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premium Palantirii: @Raxxmus when they start taking notes on your anxiety and that gives u more anxiety
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: speaking of psycologists
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: my high school had a psycology class
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premium Palantirii: "touch grass"
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subscriber dunsparce234: @Raxxmus Probably just catching up on the parts where they needed to listen more intently
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premium Palantirii: what the hell does "touch grass" mean
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premium Vanadras: In middle school, I had a therapist snap "well what do you want me to do about that?" when I was venting about stuff. Theyre human and I get it.
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Second best therapist I've had said flat-out after a few months that dealing with the inside of my head was outside of her comfort zone, and she helped me find a different therapist.
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i sometimes wish i took it because i like to think about the way other people think
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subscriber Raxxmus: do you think there are therapists that specialize in therapy for other therapists?
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premium Vanadras: @curry_murmurs thats some mad professionalism. props to them
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: yeah
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premium Palantirii: yeah, especially for heavier subjects
[3:31:21] darkgoreax:
The term "fixing" offends me so much because I never, ever, want to describe myself as a "broken" person. I'm me, and anyone who can't deal with that doesn't deserve my attention. I have very few friends, obviously, but I trust them all dearly and would talk with them about anything.
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partner DesertP: im not talking about you bro. im talking about me.
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: desert spittin facts
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premium plorf: ive had multiple times talking to counselors/therapists where i explained my whole deal and they just kinda went quiet like "jeez, yeah, i see your problem"
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premium Palantirii: we only ever know what's going on in our own heads
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premium doublehotdogging: therapists probably therapize with their therapist higher ups and mentors
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premium Vanadras: @doublehotdogging their grand therapists and great grand therapists lol
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Therapize?
The fuck did you just do to language.
[3:32:21] darkgoreax: Apologies if you feel i've switched the subject from you to me. I'm just offering a perspective that hopefully someone can grab on to
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premium plorf: im the therapizer
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premium Palantirii: therapizzaz
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premium artemis_dragmire: @Palantirii Perception is wild isn't it? Like, we literally can never know how someone else perceives the universe.
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partner DesertP:
oh i thought you were like, assuming i said you needed fixing. that wasnt what i meant at all
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bits-charity ChaImers: theripinator
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partner DesertP: me? i need fixing lmfao
[3:32:58] HexenHell: Jackal Raid!!
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[3:33:00] HexenHell: sourPls
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premium Palantirii: my brain is more broke than the ice cream machine at mcdonalds
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oh hey jacklets
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partner DesertP: hey jackal
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premium plorf: we are having a fun chat
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subscriber Raxxmus: hey guys totally weren't getting really sad and heavy in here
:)
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premium Palantirii: picard manifestation raid song
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premium plorf: we are all deeply broken
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premium artemis_dragmire: This chat has been super chill tonight
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bits-charity ChaImers:
ALERTA wicked funny raid song
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premium doublehotdogging: they got in to chat at the funy time
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premium artemis_dragmire: Heavy at times but chill and it's great
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premium Palantirii: we vibin
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Flee while you can, but also stick around for the sick jimjams
[3:33:54] HexenHell: Are you guys talking about booobas again?
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[3:33:55] HexenHell:
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ALERTA got added
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premium artemis_dragmire: @HexenHell we got that out of our system with Nani earlier
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ALERTA REED
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bits-charity Korokun: @Palantirii Reminds me of random thoughts I've had when I was really young, like what if what I see as green is wildly different than what it appears like to someone else
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premium Palantirii: Sphynx hasn't shown Nani in a while so no, non booba here Hexen
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[3:34:28] HexenHell:
ALERTA VIOLENCIA
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bits-charity Korokun: Yes
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premium Guardison:
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subscriber Skeletoxin: fuuuuuuuck
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premium doublehotdogging: RIP{
[3:34:46] HexenHell:
LUL
[3:34:48] HexenHell: RIP
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WorfPls
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premium Guardison: Magnet's faith was destroyed
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premium MrBoo809: @MagnetismMelodic It's always you that gets the bonk lol
[3:35:13] HexenHell:
goblinPls
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WorfPls
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subscriber curry_murmurs: *Vangelis has entered the chat
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premium Vanadras: so chat whats your opinion on mint ice cream
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premium Guardison: love it
[3:35:21] MagnetismMelodic: i can't help it i'm so faithful
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premium LarxieArveri: Ew
[3:35:25] MagnetismMelodic: mint icecream good
[3:35:27] HexenHell: Its ok
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premium doublehotdogging: I like it
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i like peppermint ice cream
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premium VirtuaLiteXP: s'alright
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premium Palantirii: @Palantirii same! especially since i'm a painter, and a tetrachromat
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subscriber Skeletoxin: high tier
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subscriber dunsparce234: @Vanadras anything mint is gross
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partner DesertP: onigiri > ice cream
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premium doublehotdogging: I like thin mint oreos
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: mint by itself good
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premium plorf: peppermint ice cream is SSS+ tier
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bits-charity ChaImers: did anyone see that guy in jerma's chat that posted "apologize for killing igor" like 130 times
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subscriber Raxxmus: if its like fresh mint taste and not artificial mint I like it
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premium plorf: especially with the little peppermint candy pieces
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: mint with chololate bad
[3:35:54] MagnetismMelodic: gee desert, nothing beats a jelly filled donut
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premium Palantirii: mint chocolate chip good
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partner DesertP: onigiri has calcium, carbohydrates, protein, vitamin b1, vitamin b2, iron, potassium
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: @DesertP forget the birthday cake, I want birthday sushi
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bits-charity ChaImers: and then when jerma finally read it and said no, he posted it another 50 times
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oh man we're on the subject of snacks now
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premium Vanadras: @DesertP onigiri has nothin on inari tho
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premium Palantirii: mm potassium
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subscriber Raxxmus: my brother actually had birthday sushi a couple of nights ago
LUL
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partner DesertP: dont you say that in front of nagoriyuki
[3:36:34] HexenHell: bannanas have potassio
[3:36:35] MagnetismMelodic: remember when jerma said engage and he went to warp
[3:36:53] HexenHell:
monkaS
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: remember when jerma ate geodude
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premium VirtuaLiteXP: Tuna and rice ice cream!
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subscriber VRJosh: This reminds me of the music from Annihilation
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subscriber moonshaped: that's the good noise
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bits-charity ChaImers: jerma wouldnt know that he only knows voyager
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subscriber curry_murmurs: @GreatSphynx You're walking through the desert when you find a Twitch Chat lying on its back getting baked in the sun
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premium Palantirii: @MagnetismMelodic how can he go to warp with that dumptruck ass
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subscriber Raxxmus: does jerma like star trek? I don't watch him that much
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bits-charity ChaImers: that would be demoman's primary taunt
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: What's the best flavor of JElly Belly
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premium Palantirii: carbohydrates, danger
[3:37:46] HexenHell: Nagoriyuki is so cute
LUL
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premium artemis_dragmire: @MagnetismMelodic those are the nacelles
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bits-charity Korokun: @Palantirii Hadn't heard of tetrachromacy before, sounds neat
[3:37:53] HexenHell: DANGER
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bits-charity ChaImers: jerma does neelix voice like once a month
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subscriber Raxxmus: I only watch streamers who torture their chat with star trek trivia for hours
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premium Vanadras: @BlackHazelity popcorn no Im not trolling
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[3:38:28] MagnetismMelodic:
kitchenRat CAKE ANYONE?
kitchenRat
[3:38:30] VoltimateVoltra: "Ohm... mmghmm"
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premium Palantirii: why is he so strong
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partner DesertP: he eats onigiri.
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subscriber curry_murmurs: KirkHead
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premium Palantirii: ohhh
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partner DesertP: that is why
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I have peach, pear, berry blue, and french vanilla with me right now.
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Tutti fruity somewhere.
[3:39:04] S00perShyGuy: oof bit hungry
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LUL
[3:39:06] MagnetismMelodic: french vanilla popcorn?
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subscriber Raxxmus: vanilla is the good stuff
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: No, Jelly Bellies.
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premium Vanadras: Beef Jerky and Jelly Beans belong in the way too damn expensive club but god do i love them
[3:39:17] xReddoManx: Why he make "mmf" noises
[3:39:19] MagnetismMelodic:
oh ok
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premium Guardison: I'm really looking forward to strive, first GG I've played
[3:39:31] MagnetismMelodic: what about toothpaste flavor
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: French vanilla popcorn sounds kind of amazing, though
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subscriber dunsparce234:
sweatFrog it's the return of the death bass
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premium LarxieArveri: Jelly bean succ
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premium artemis_dragmire: @BlackHazelity berry blue is good too
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: bad flavors of bean: chocolate, paer, covfefe
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premium artemis_dragmire: I love "blue candy flavor"
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premium artemis_dragmire: just like, in general
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premium VirtuaLiteXP: N e g a t i ve Pe n a l t y
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premium Vanadras: Blue is indeed the best flavor
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subscriber Raxxmus: I had some nasty bacon flavored popcorn once
[3:40:07] MagnetismMelodic: artificial orange is the best artificial fruit flavor
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Blue raspberry is always good, and Cool Blue gatorade is the best flavor
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subscriber dunsparce234: Although I am liking how these sounds have all come together so far
[3:40:21] MagnetismMelodic: man remember the bacon craze
[3:40:27] MagnetismMelodic: bacon-flavored everything
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i enjoy artificial banana flavor
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premium doublehotdogging: bacon on burger ?
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premium Vanadras: Artificial watermelon is legit
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subscriber Raxxmus: that liquid smoke type flavoring is awful
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Artificial banana is great
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premium plorf: artificial banana and grape are amazing
[3:40:53] MagnetismMelodic: my gf actively HATES artificial watermelon and i make fun of her for it
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subscriber Skeletoxin: what the fuck even is blue flavoring? like hwat does that shit actually tste like? it tastes like blue, but i cant tell you why.
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bits-charity Korokun: I like real banana but could never get behind artificial banana
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premium Palantirii: artificial grape is the pits
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premium VirtuaLiteXP: banana liquer is magical
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premium doublehotdogging: original artificial banana doesn't exist anymore
:(
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premium Vanadras: Artificial grape just tastes like im at the dentists with flouride in my mouth
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: artificial watermelon is spicy
[3:41:10] MagnetismMelodic: it is a vitriolic despisal of artificial watermelon and its so funny
[3:41:10] HexenHell: Guys have you ever had Banana water?
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subscriber Raxxmus: artificial watermelon can stay that stuffs pretty good
[3:41:14] HexenHell: its so good
[3:41:19] MagnetismMelodic: gam gam's hot banana water
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I always hated artificial grape anything. Always reminded me of Dimetap.
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premium artemis_dragmire: @Skeletoxin It's vaguely raspberry flavored
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bits-charity Korokun: Cherry and watermelon are my favorite fake flavors
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subscriber curry_murmurs: I feel like I'm watching a countdown before a Tyrell Corp quarterly presentation.
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premium plorf: you guys clearly havent had grape hi-chews
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premium artemis_dragmire: Raspberries are also the best berries.
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premium Vanadras: Cucumber Lime gatorade is the best flavor btw chat.
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bits-charity Korokun: Probably largely thanks to Starburst
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bits-charity ChaImers: i think original banana still exists its just extremely expensive
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premium Palantirii: thoughts on hot butter ice cream flavor?
[3:41:46] MagnetismMelodic: artificial cherry has a 50 percent chance of tasting like the medicine
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premium doublehotdogging: artificial grape comes from a real grape I thought
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: They are, Artemis.
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Truly.
[3:41:54] MagnetismMelodic: and i don't throw out percentages like that lightly
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subscriber Skeletoxin: @HexenHell gam gam's hot banana water?
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subscriber dunsparce234: @GreatSphynx 10/10
[3:42:09] HexenHell: Can i post a youtube link to actual Banana water?
[3:42:11] HexenHell: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0e_H3u4RYTY
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: artificial grape is made of vinyl gloves
[3:42:15] HexenHell:
B)
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premium plorf: melon is also a high tier flavor
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premium plorf: like the japanese kind
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premium Palantirii: melon is solid
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premium Vanadras: Best melon GO
[3:42:32] MagnetismMelodic: nani's
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bits-charity ChaImers:
oh man that pink opaque medicine liquid
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bits-charity ChaImers: memory unlocked
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bits-charity ChaImers: that shit was amazing
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: how fake grape is made s://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFZ5jQ0yuNA
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subscriber Raxxmus: the dolphins are back
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[3:43:00] MagnetismMelodic: why can't they make medicine taste good
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premium MrBoo809: Melon. "OK, you can leave"
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subscriber moonshaped: its in dark mode now
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Barium swallows taste fine, I don't know what you're talking about.
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premium Vanadras: @MagnetismMelodic is it bad that I could pop tums like candy