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partner DesertP: vyvanse
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[3:15:30] darkgoreax: But Dezzart, why da depression =(
[3:15:38] S00perShyGuy: good to learn from experience, see how different things affect different people, live life the way you want to
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[3:16:33] darkgoreax: I
<3 Desert
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premium uforgot: as for me I've been writing about a method to clear depression without medication. Been writing for four years so far.
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premium artemis_dragmire: @DesertP That sounds like it might help me. I might ask a doc about that.
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partner DesertP: the usual stuff
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turbo GreatSphynx: so i could automate the changes to make this one long thing but im just gonna play it and see how the pieces flow together
[3:18:25] S00perShyGuy: it's cool to see people being open about this stuff, I was terrified to try anything alternative for a while
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[3:18:42] BRUCE_IRONSTAUNCH: Ey how are you all doin?
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premium LarxieArveri: @S00perShyGuy it's a very great thing
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premium LarxieArveri: Hello!
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partner DesertP: i dont mind talking about it. im not a doctor tho
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[3:19:05] BRUCE_IRONSTAUNCH: Wow been at it a good while now nice
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[3:19:40] MagnetismMelodic: it's not a bad idea to take some measures just to check
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[3:19:41] S00perShyGuy: I'm no doctor myself, I do have someone professional who recommends me supplements though, still I always think people should see what works for them
[3:19:43] MagnetismMelodic: better than self diagnosing
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premium Palantirii: yo same artemis
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[3:19:58] darkgoreax: I think therapy is worthless next to really good friends and family
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[3:20:15] MagnetismMelodic: I went to 2 therapy sessions in 5th grade after some shit went down
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[3:20:20] MagnetismMelodic: did literally nothing
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[3:20:31] S00perShyGuy: I've been stuck with phone therapy for a long while, feels odd that my therapist is doing errands while talking to me
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premium plorf: like i dont really have trauma or an easily identifiable problem to address
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premium LarxieArveri: I've been in therapy for years, helps a lot
[3:20:43] MagnetismMelodic: but I'd probably do it again if i really feel the need for another reason
[3:20:44] darkgoreax: If you think you need a therapist, what I think you really need is a good friend, since that's the best they can ever be: Someone who's randomly there whenever you feel down
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premium plorf: i think material change in conditions would do me way more good than therapy
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partner DesertP: but
[3:21:20] MagnetismMelodic: it doesn't need to be something specific but working through your thoughts out loud with someone who can synthesize them can help a lot
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premium Palantirii: i mean i want a medically certified therapist who will tell that wanting to die is not a rational thought
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premium plorf: the last guy was so annoying in trying to read the subtext in everything i said when there was usually none
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i like trowing these near people it's good therapy for me https://fireworks.com/products/ground-non-aerial/firecrackers/chinatown-red-snap-cracker-20
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premium Guardison: Honestly i started therapy a few months back after I got sick from covid, its been helping a lot. My friends are great but they can't do everything
[3:22:09] MagnetismMelodic: sometimes friends can just enable bad behaviour further
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[3:22:18] S00perShyGuy: very important to note that about regular people not being therapists
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premium artemis_dragmire: They're legal here I'm just lazy
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[3:23:37] MagnetismMelodic: I haven't been to a fireworks show for about 2 years
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[3:23:45] MagnetismMelodic: last one I was at was in disney
[3:23:54] darkgoreax: That makes no sense, Desert. You literally just said it's having someone good to rely on, but that people can get exhausted. By that logic, would your therapist not get exhausted? It just sounds to me like there are no good friends in your life. To me, someone who has good friends (not to talk shit) is someone who WILL be there no matter your shit, and I don't think you have good enough friends if you think they won't put up with your shit
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oh desert, how is leonard doing?
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LUL
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[3:24:12] S00perShyGuy: come on
[3:24:13] MagnetismMelodic: therapists go to school for years
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bonesAH @Palantirii
[3:24:20] MagnetismMelodic: to deal with stuff like that
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premium artemis_dragmire: @darkgoreax Therapists are trained to compartmentalize this shit. Your friends aren't.
[3:24:31] MagnetismMelodic: they wouldn't go to school for specifically that if they couldn't handle it
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premium LarxieArveri: Alright, I'll be underground for a while. I dont return to chat, I hope you all have an amazing night!! I appreciate every single one of you
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Anyone feeling it yet
[3:24:55] MagnetismMelodic: like yeah it's a job and you can be tired from it like any other
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premium Vanadras: @LarxieArveri take care!
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premium Guardison: No one has enough energy in them to constantly take the weight of other people's worlds on their shoulders. Therapists are trained, but your friends are just random jabronis. You can't lump all your shit on them.
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premium Palantirii: @BlackHazelity the leaf?
[3:25:21] MagnetismMelodic: I'm feeling these 101 tiny plastic frogs
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premium plorf: also, talking to your friends to vent is different from therapy
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premium Guardison: I can tell my friends when I'm not feeling okay, they can help me sometimes, but I'm not going to have them dissect and discuss my trauma
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bits-charity ChaImers: i got to be all my friends therapist in high school it wasnt fun
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premium plorf: the point of therapy is to have a plan to better your mental health
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premium plorf: its goal oriented
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[3:26:38] MagnetismMelodic: a good ass friend that would be
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premium Guardison: And even if you do it's still putting a burden onto someone you're close to.
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premium Palantirii: yeah like if a friend vents or confesses some deep shit to me i can't actually elp...bc i don't know how. i'm not a pro. that doesn't make me a bad friend
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subscriber Raxxmus: @Palantirii yeah feels bad to just be like "damn that sucks" but what else can you do
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premium Vanadras: @doublehotdogging season 4 never
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subscriber curry_murmurs: That's the trick. Things get held back because of the known burden they represent in sharing. But paying someone to hear them is necessarily impersonal and so doesn't serve the same end.
[3:28:04] MagnetismMelodic: I'm sure they just appreciate having an ear to vent to at all
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partner DesertP: when i talk to my friends about stuff im not asking them to help me fix them, im mostly just venting and looking for reassurance from someone i mesh with. therapists i would actually plan things with because theyve been trained on that subject
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partner DesertP: err asking them to help fix me
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partner DesertP: but yeah you get it
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premium Palantirii: also like "wouldn't your therapist get exhausted" probably but they are trained in compartmentalization and decompression tactics to help prevent their clients problems from "getting to" them
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premium Palantirii: some therapists have therapists
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partner DesertP: i have had therapists get exhausted. it can happen.
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premium Palantirii: yeah lol
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partner DesertP: it sucks.
[3:29:24] darkgoreax: I'm not talking from a standpoint of clinical, prescribed depression, and I don't expect my friends to "fix" me because I don't think I've ever needed "fixing", and I find that term highly offensive on a personal level
[3:29:25] S00perShyGuy: man bit heavy all this
[3:29:35] MagnetismMelodic: "bro how do psych majors get depressed just read your notes
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I have also had psychologists get exhausted.
[3:29:42] S00perShyGuy: but it does all make sense
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premium Guardison: @DesertP I remember at the end of highschool I had some crazy traumatic shit happen to me, and when a therapist helped me untangle it we had to take a week off because it was exhausting both of us.
[3:30:00] S00perShyGuy: I do a lot of reflecting
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premium Palantirii: @Raxxmus when they start taking notes on your anxiety and that gives u more anxiety
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premium Palantirii: "touch grass"
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subscriber dunsparce234: @Raxxmus Probably just catching up on the parts where they needed to listen more intently
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premium Palantirii: what the hell does "touch grass" mean
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premium Vanadras: In middle school, I had a therapist snap "well what do you want me to do about that?" when I was venting about stuff. Theyre human and I get it.
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Second best therapist I've had said flat-out after a few months that dealing with the inside of my head was outside of her comfort zone, and she helped me find a different therapist.
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i sometimes wish i took it because i like to think about the way other people think
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premium Vanadras: @curry_murmurs thats some mad professionalism. props to them
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: yeah
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premium Palantirii: yeah, especially for heavier subjects
[3:31:21] darkgoreax:
The term "fixing" offends me so much because I never, ever, want to describe myself as a "broken" person. I'm me, and anyone who can't deal with that doesn't deserve my attention. I have very few friends, obviously, but I trust them all dearly and would talk with them about anything.
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partner DesertP: im not talking about you bro. im talking about me.
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premium plorf: ive had multiple times talking to counselors/therapists where i explained my whole deal and they just kinda went quiet like "jeez, yeah, i see your problem"
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premium Palantirii: we only ever know what's going on in our own heads
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premium doublehotdogging: therapists probably therapize with their therapist higher ups and mentors
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premium Vanadras: @doublehotdogging their grand therapists and great grand therapists lol
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Therapize?
The fuck did you just do to language.
[3:32:21] darkgoreax: Apologies if you feel i've switched the subject from you to me. I'm just offering a perspective that hopefully someone can grab on to
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premium artemis_dragmire: @Palantirii Perception is wild isn't it? Like, we literally can never know how someone else perceives the universe.
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partner DesertP:
oh i thought you were like, assuming i said you needed fixing. that wasnt what i meant at all
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bits-charity ChaImers: theripinator
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subscriber dunsparce234: @Palantirii
dataBruh
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partner DesertP: me? i need fixing lmfao
[3:32:58] HexenHell: Jackal Raid!!
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[3:33:00] HexenHell: sourPls
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subscriber DarkFlame7755:
greats8Phlox
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premium Palantirii: my brain is more broke than the ice cream machine at mcdonalds
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subscriber Raxxmus:
oh hey jacklets
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greats8OTrip
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premium Guardison: Jackal
pogonaHeart
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greats8OTrip
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turbo GreatSphynx: im in the 3rd act of the raid song
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partner DesertP: hey jackal
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premium plorf: we are having a fun chat
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[3:33:35]
subscriber Raxxmus: hey guys totally weren't getting really sad and heavy in here
:)
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premium Palantirii: picard manifestation raid song
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premium plorf: we are all deeply broken
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premium artemis_dragmire: This chat has been super chill tonight
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bits-charity ChaImers:
ALERTA wicked funny raid song
ALERTA
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premium doublehotdogging: they got in to chat at the funy time
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premium artemis_dragmire: Heavy at times but chill and it's great
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premium Palantirii: we vibin
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Flee while you can, but also stick around for the sick jimjams
[3:33:54] HexenHell: Are you guys talking about booobas again?
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premium artemis_dragmire: hell ya we are
[3:33:55] HexenHell:
Kappa
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premium Vanadras: Im getting plantasia vibes at times
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subscriber dunsparce234: Oh shit
ALERTA got added
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premium artemis_dragmire: @HexenHell we got that out of our system with Nani earlier
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premium Guardison:
ALERTA REED
ALERT
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premium plorf:
ALERTA
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bits-charity Korokun: @Palantirii Reminds me of random thoughts I've had when I was really young, like what if what I see as green is wildly different than what it appears like to someone else
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premium Palantirii: Sphynx hasn't shown Nani in a while so no, non booba here Hexen
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subscriber Raxxmus:
ALERTA
OTrip
ALERTA
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subscriber DarkFlame7755:
ALERTA
patGlu
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glhf-pledge Kholdstare_:
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[3:34:28] HexenHell:
ALERTA VIOLENCIA
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subscriber Skeletoxin: fuck, did i miss nani this stream?
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bits-charity Korokun: Yes
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partner Nightbot: @MagnetismMelodic -> AAhhh... much better! [stop spamming caps] [warning]
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premium Guardison:
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subscriber Skeletoxin: fuuuuuuuck
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subscriber Raxxmus: bopped
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premium doublehotdogging: RIP{
[3:34:46] HexenHell:
LUL
[3:34:48] HexenHell: RIP
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subscriber VRJosh: RAID
PogChamp
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premium artemis_dragmire: @Skeletoxin we're just getting started
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WorfPls
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WorfPls
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ALERTA
greats8Bunji
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[3:35:09] MagnetismMelodic:
WorfPls
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premium Guardison: Magnet's faith was destroyed
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premium MrBoo809: @MagnetismMelodic It's always you that gets the bonk lol
[3:35:13] HexenHell:
goblinPls
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premium LarxieArveri:
WorfPls
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subscriber curry_murmurs: *Vangelis has entered the chat
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premium Vanadras: so chat whats your opinion on mint ice cream
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premium Guardison: love it
[3:35:21] MagnetismMelodic: i can't help it i'm so faithful
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premium LarxieArveri: Ew
[3:35:25] MagnetismMelodic: mint icecream good
[3:35:27] HexenHell: Its ok
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premium doublehotdogging: I like it
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i like peppermint ice cream
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premium VirtuaLiteXP: s'alright
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premium Palantirii: @Palantirii same! especially since i'm a painter, and a tetrachromat
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subscriber Skeletoxin: high tier
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subscriber dunsparce234: @Vanadras anything mint is gross
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partner DesertP: onigiri > ice cream
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premium doublehotdogging: I like thin mint oreos
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: mint by itself good
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premium plorf: peppermint ice cream is SSS+ tier
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bits-charity ChaImers: did anyone see that guy in jerma's chat that posted "apologize for killing igor" like 130 times
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subscriber Raxxmus: if its like fresh mint taste and not artificial mint I like it
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premium plorf: especially with the little peppermint candy pieces
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: mint with chololate bad
[3:35:54] MagnetismMelodic: gee desert, nothing beats a jelly filled donut
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premium Palantirii: mint chocolate chip good
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partner DesertP: onigiri has calcium, carbohydrates, protein, vitamin b1, vitamin b2, iron, potassium
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subscriber DarkFlame7755: @DesertP forget the birthday cake, I want birthday sushi
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bits-charity ChaImers: and then when jerma finally read it and said no, he posted it another 50 times
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premium artemis_dragmire:
oh man we're on the subject of snacks now
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premium Vanadras: @DesertP onigiri has nothin on inari tho
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premium Palantirii: mm potassium
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subscriber Raxxmus: my brother actually had birthday sushi a couple of nights ago
LUL
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partner DesertP: dont you say that in front of nagoriyuki
[3:36:34] HexenHell: bannanas have potassio
[3:36:35] MagnetismMelodic: remember when jerma said engage and he went to warp
[3:36:53] HexenHell:
monkaS
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: remember when jerma ate geodude
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partner DesertP: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ux1P-zyEDAc
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premium VirtuaLiteXP: Tuna and rice ice cream!
PogChamp
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subscriber VRJosh: This reminds me of the music from Annihilation
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subscriber moonshaped: that's the good noise
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bits-charity ChaImers: jerma wouldnt know that he only knows voyager
:)
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subscriber curry_murmurs: @GreatSphynx You're walking through the desert when you find a Twitch Chat lying on its back getting baked in the sun
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premium Palantirii: @MagnetismMelodic how can he go to warp with that dumptruck ass
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subscriber Raxxmus: does jerma like star trek? I don't watch him that much
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partner DesertP: this is the best fucking taunt in video games.
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bits-charity ChaImers: that would be demoman's primary taunt
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subscriber VRJosh: Jerma's not a big trekkie as far as I know
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: What's the best flavor of JElly Belly
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premium Palantirii: carbohydrates, danger
[3:37:46] HexenHell: Nagoriyuki is so cute
LUL
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premium VirtuaLiteXP: D a n g e r
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premium artemis_dragmire: @MagnetismMelodic those are the nacelles
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bits-charity Korokun: @Palantirii Hadn't heard of tetrachromacy before, sounds neat
[3:37:53] HexenHell: DANGER
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subscriber dunsparce234: @BlackHazelity dr pepper
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bits-charity ChaImers: jerma does neelix voice like once a month
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partner DesertP: nagoriyuki is fucking ridiculously strong
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subscriber Raxxmus: I only watch streamers who torture their chat with star trek trivia for hours
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premium artemis_dragmire: @BlackHazelity I'm a basic bitch, I like cherry or strawberry
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premium Vanadras: @BlackHazelity popcorn no Im not trolling
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partner DesertP: that one attack he has is like, 5/6th of your health bar
[3:38:28] MagnetismMelodic:
kitchenRat CAKE ANYONE?
kitchenRat
[3:38:30] VoltimateVoltra: "Ohm... mmghmm"
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Popcorn's dope
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premium Palantirii: why is he so strong
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partner DesertP: he eats onigiri.
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subscriber curry_murmurs: KirkHead
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premium Palantirii: ohhh
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partner DesertP: that is why
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I have peach, pear, berry blue, and french vanilla with me right now.
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Tutti fruity somewhere.
[3:39:04] S00perShyGuy: oof bit hungry
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premium VirtuaLiteXP: Guilty Gear is great
LUL
[3:39:06] MagnetismMelodic: french vanilla popcorn?
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subscriber Raxxmus: vanilla is the good stuff
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: No, Jelly Bellies.
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premium Vanadras: Beef Jerky and Jelly Beans belong in the way too damn expensive club but god do i love them
[3:39:17] xReddoManx: Why he make "mmf" noises
[3:39:19] MagnetismMelodic:
oh ok
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premium Guardison: I'm really looking forward to strive, first GG I've played
[3:39:31] MagnetismMelodic: what about toothpaste flavor
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: French vanilla popcorn sounds kind of amazing, though
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subscriber dunsparce234:
sweatFrog it's the return of the death bass
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premium LarxieArveri: Jelly bean succ
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premium artemis_dragmire: @BlackHazelity berry blue is good too
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: bad flavors of bean: chocolate, paer, covfefe
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premium artemis_dragmire: I love "blue candy flavor"
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premium artemis_dragmire: just like, in general
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premium VirtuaLiteXP: N e g a t i ve Pe n a l t y
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premium Vanadras: Blue is indeed the best flavor
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subscriber Raxxmus: I had some nasty bacon flavored popcorn once
[3:40:07] MagnetismMelodic: artificial orange is the best artificial fruit flavor
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Blue raspberry is always good, and Cool Blue gatorade is the best flavor
[3:40:19]
subscriber dunsparce234: Although I am liking how these sounds have all come together so far
[3:40:21] MagnetismMelodic: man remember the bacon craze
[3:40:27] MagnetismMelodic: bacon-flavored everything
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: i enjoy artificial banana flavor
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premium doublehotdogging: bacon on burger ?
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premium Vanadras: Artificial watermelon is legit
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subscriber Raxxmus: that liquid smoke type flavoring is awful
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Artificial banana is great
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premium plorf: artificial banana and grape are amazing
[3:40:53] MagnetismMelodic: my gf actively HATES artificial watermelon and i make fun of her for it
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subscriber Skeletoxin: what the fuck even is blue flavoring? like hwat does that shit actually tste like? it tastes like blue, but i cant tell you why.
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bits-charity Korokun: I like real banana but could never get behind artificial banana
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premium Palantirii: artificial grape is the pits
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premium VirtuaLiteXP: banana liquer is magical
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premium doublehotdogging: original artificial banana doesn't exist anymore
:(
[3:41:07]
premium Vanadras: Artificial grape just tastes like im at the dentists with flouride in my mouth
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: artificial watermelon is spicy
[3:41:10] MagnetismMelodic: it is a vitriolic despisal of artificial watermelon and its so funny
[3:41:10] HexenHell: Guys have you ever had Banana water?
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subscriber Raxxmus: artificial watermelon can stay that stuffs pretty good
[3:41:14] HexenHell: its so good
[3:41:19] MagnetismMelodic: gam gam's hot banana water
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: I always hated artificial grape anything. Always reminded me of Dimetap.
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premium artemis_dragmire: @Skeletoxin It's vaguely raspberry flavored
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bits-charity Korokun: Cherry and watermelon are my favorite fake flavors
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subscriber curry_murmurs: I feel like I'm watching a countdown before a Tyrell Corp quarterly presentation.
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premium plorf: you guys clearly havent had grape hi-chews
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premium artemis_dragmire: Raspberries are also the best berries.
[3:41:36]
premium Vanadras: Cucumber Lime gatorade is the best flavor btw chat.
[3:41:38]
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bits-charity Korokun: Probably largely thanks to Starburst
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bits-charity ChaImers: i think original banana still exists its just extremely expensive
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premium Palantirii: thoughts on hot butter ice cream flavor?
[3:41:46] MagnetismMelodic: artificial cherry has a 50 percent chance of tasting like the medicine
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premium doublehotdogging: artificial grape comes from a real grape I thought
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: They are, Artemis.
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bits-charity BlackHazelity: Truly.
[3:41:54] MagnetismMelodic: and i don't throw out percentages like that lightly
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subscriber Skeletoxin: @HexenHell gam gam's hot banana water?
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subscriber dunsparce234: @GreatSphynx 10/10
[3:42:09] HexenHell: Can i post a youtube link to actual Banana water?
[3:42:11] HexenHell: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0e_H3u4RYTY
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: artificial grape is made of vinyl gloves
[3:42:15] HexenHell:
B)
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premium plorf: melon is also a high tier flavor
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premium plorf: like the japanese kind
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premium Palantirii: melon is solid
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premium Vanadras: Best melon GO
[3:42:32] MagnetismMelodic: nani's
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bits-charity ChaImers:
oh man that pink opaque medicine liquid
[3:42:37]
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bits-charity ChaImers: memory unlocked
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bits-charity ChaImers: that shit was amazing
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bits-leader LLugnuto779: how fake grape is made s://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFZ5jQ0yuNA
[3:42:55]
subscriber Raxxmus: the dolphins are back
OTrip
[3:43:00] MagnetismMelodic: why can't they make medicine taste good
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premium MrBoo809: Melon. "OK, you can leave"
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subscriber moonshaped: its in dark mode now
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subscriber curry_murmurs: Barium swallows taste fine, I don't know what you're talking about.
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premium Vanadras: @MagnetismMelodic is it bad that I could pop tums like candy